747. Maggie Gilewicz – The Messy & Blissless Parts of the Awakening Process

About this episode

Maggie Gilewicz discusses the complexities and challenges of the awakening process, emphasizing its human aspects.

Maggie Gilewicz supports those navigating the journey of awakening. Her work is devoted to humanizing awakening by bringing honesty, nuance and emotional depth to a path often clouded by spiritual idealism and bypassing. Through her one-on-one sessions, astrology and YouTube channel, Humanzing Awakening, she offers a space where the personal and impersonal aspects of human experience are explored with honesty, curiosity and compassion. She holds a PhD in sociology and an MA in political science. She's a lover of simplicity, learning and laughter. Maggie offers a candid, often humorous portrait of awakening as a messy, deeply human journey rather than a clean escape into transcendence. She and Rick explore how growing up in an alcoholic family, a teenage glimpse of “Peace with a capital P,” and years in academia prepared the ground for a powerful perceptual shift that came not through formal practice, but through intense inquiry into the nature of thought. That shift opened into several years of profound equanimity and a sense of inherent wholeness, and then into multiple “dark nights” of depression, fear, and trauma surfacing that gradually forced her out of spiritual bypass and…

People in this episode

Host: Rick Archer

Guest: Maggie Gilewicz

Topics covered

• awakening
• spirituality
• mental health
• personal growth
• sociology

Keywords

• awakening
• spiritual bypass
• emotional depth
• Kundalini
• equanimity
• depression
• personal experience

Mentioned in this episode

Organizations: Humanzing Awakening

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