My Buddhist Guru Convinced Me Her Abuse Was Enlightenment

My Buddhist Guru Convinced Me Her Abuse Was Enlightenment

July 6, 2026 · 1h 16m · Episode 405

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Sofia May shares her experience of psychological control and abuse at a Tibetan Buddhist retreat, framed by her guru as spiritual advancement.

Sofia May describes how the abuse at the Tibetan Buddhist retreat center, Tara Mandala, escalated into full psychological control after the guru reframed her suffering as a form of “spiritual advancement.” After months of isolation, humiliation, sleep deprivation, impossible work demands, and emotional manipulation, the guru finally told her she had intentionally been “triggering” her to accelerate enlightenment. Instead of recognizing the abuse, Sofia (already deeply indoctrinated into the belief that gurus use pain to dissolve the ego) interpreted the cruelty as proof she was receiving special spiritual treatment.  Click here to watch on YouTube Watch pt 1 Website: sofiamaycomedy.com IG: https://www.instagram.com/sofiamaycomedy/ Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness   Host Instagram @sheliseann  Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_  TikTok @cults.to.consciousness  Twitter @cultstocon…

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