ALISON WONDERLAND OPENS UP ABOUT DEPRESSION, MISCARRIAGES, & GHOST WORLD | EP. 83

About this episode

Alison Wonderland discusses her experiences with depression, miscarriages, and the evolution of the rave scene in a candid interview.

In episode 83 of the I’M PEAKING Podcast, we sit down with Alexandra Sholler (aka Alison Wonderland) for a raw and honest conversation about why so many of us were searching for an escape when we first started raving, and where the rave scene feels like it’s headed today. From gloving and whether it’s starting to feel played out, to a wild Coachella story involving Alison’s mom, we discuss what self-expression and flow art really mean in the scene. We also get real as Alison opens up about being an “album artist,” playing shows while pregnant not once but twice, and addressing the negative comments she’s faced along the way. She also shares the deeper meaning behind her music and a moment in her journey where she almost quit from it entirely 🥺 Nothing but wild, deep, and nostalgic conversations you won’t hear anywhere else. Be sure to tune into this one as we truly f*** it up on a SPIRITUAL LEVEL 🖤 FOLLOW US ON SOCIAL MEDIA: I'M PEAKING Podcast Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/impeakingpod/ TikTok - https://www.tiktok.com/@impeakingpod Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/impeaking Devin Larscheid YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/@devinlarscheid Instagram…

People in this episode

Hosts: Devin Larscheid, Brinda Arreygue

Guests: Alison Wonderland, Alexandra Sholler

Topics covered

• depression
• miscarriages
• rave culture
• self-expression
• music journey

Keywords

• Alison Wonderland
• depression
• rave culture
• music
• self-expression
• miscarriages
• Coachella

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