Episode 639 When Old Patterns Return: Finding Yourself Again After Spiritual Growth

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In this episode, Elizabeth "Bizzy" Chance discusses the challenges of maintaining spiritual growth in everyday life as old patterns resurface.

Send us Fan Mail In this deeply honest solo episode, I open up about that surprising moment when spiritual growth meets real life — and old patterns start creeping back in. After coming home from a transformative retreat, I could feel myself slipping into familiar routines, self‑judgment, and autopilot living. Instead of hiding it, I share what it really feels like to lose that euphoric clarity and how I’m gently finding my way back. I talk about my ADHD tendencies, the anxiety that shows up ...

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Host: Elizabeth "Bizzy" Chance

Topics covered

• spiritual growth
• self-judgment
• ADHD
• anxiety
• personal development

Keywords

• spiritual growth
• self-judgment
• ADHD
• anxiety
• personal development
• autopilot living
• transformative retreat

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