133 | Nine Months After Iboga: Life is the Integration Plan
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A reflective conversation on the integration process following an Iboga experience, exploring themes of shame, healing, and personal growth.
Released on my 35th birthday, this episode is a cozy conversation between me and one of my closest friends about iboga integration. We discuss what life has been like in the nine months since I had a shocking Iboga experience. One that allowed me to access the source of deepest shame within myself, after six years of working with psychedelic medicine. Since then, I have been given the opportunity to transform my relationship with that shame. This is a cozy story time style episode where I reflect on everything I have been learning, integrating, releasing and opening up to, after iboga at etereo . I definitely haven't "figured it all out", and I am in still in process. This is a glimpse into it the inner work that helped me befriend my shadowiest shadow. Show Links: ETÉREO: Center for Truth @etereo__baja Doing the Work w/ Iboga Topics covered: What Iboga reveals about self-deception, truth, and identity The shock and grief phase of post-Iboga integration Why integration often feels harder before it feels lighter Slow healing vs. making healing your whole personality Anxiety, thought spirals, and learning not to act from them Releasing control, oversharing, and curated…
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