Rerelease | Lana & The Violent Jealous Abuser
About this episode
Lana shares her harrowing experience of surviving childhood abuse and a violent relationship marked by jealousy and control.
In this rerelease episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Lana shares her story of growing up as a fixer, surviving childhood abuse, and later entering a relationship with a jealous and physically abusive partner who used love bombing, blame-shifting, addiction, sexual coercion, and violence to keep control. What began as intensity and romance quickly turned into accusations, isolation, fear, and repeated physical abuse. Lana explains how the abuser's jealousy became a weapon, how his addiction was used as something she was supposed to fix, and how the relationship slowly trained her to doubt herself, shrink her needs, and survive by going quiet. It's a story of coercive control, IPV, sexual coercion, victim playing, belittling, shame, fixing, child sexual abuse, sowing the seeds of doubt, fear, isolation, gaslighting, blame shifting, love bombing, trauma bonding, addiction, minimization, crazy making, self blame, bad police officers, intimidation, rage, depression, low self-esteem, disappearing acts, and jealousy.
More episodes of Narcissist Apocalypse: Patterns of Abuse
- Rerelease | When Abusers Play the Victim to Make You Feel Guilty
- Debrief | Scapegoating, Humiliation, & Reality Control in Tommy’s Story
- Tommy and The Malicious Controlling Father
- Debrief | The Lost Child, Covert Incest, & Emotional Neglect in Porsha’s Story
- Rerelease: Porsha & The Father Who Made Her Feel Forgotten
- Rerelease: Plausible Deniability and the Power of Suggestion in Abuse
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