About this episode
This episode features a musical piece exploring themes of mental health and personal struggle.
Jochen Fleischmann - Composition, Instrumentation Steph Something - Melody, Lyrics, Vocals Not the Girl with the Balloon Nervous system shot All I own is debt Little sister gone All my friends are dead Chest tight Body Trembling Palms sweating World is spinning Tunnel vision Walking in holes Falling in and out Can’t feel myself The body does not Feel it belongs to me Something is dividing inside Something is dying in my mind I am not the girl With the balloon I am the thing its Containing Nervous system shot All I own is debt Little sister gone All my friends are dead Falling in and out Can’t feel myself The body does not Feel it belongs to me Chest tight Body Trembling Palms sweating World is spinning Tunnel vision Walking in holes © Stephanie Gilliard
People in this episode
Host: Steph Something
Topics covered
- music composition
- lyrics
- mental health
- personal struggle
- artistic expression
Keywords
- music
- composition
- lyrics
- mental health
- artistic expression
- personal struggle
- Jochen Fleischmann
- Steph Something
Mentioned in this episode
Books & works: Not the Girl with the Balloon
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