What Does It Cost to Finally Feel Safe? with Lilan Bowden

About this episode

Lilan Bowden discusses the complexities of financial safety and personal peace after her career journey.

Actress and comedian Lilan Bowden joins us to talk about what it actually feels like to come out the other side, and why financial safety doesn't automatically mean financial peace. From barista shifts and transcription gigs to booking a Disney Channel series, Lilan gets honest about the bills she still can't bring herself to open, the shame that kept her moving forward, and what it means to build a life around brunch when you used to skip toothpaste. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

People in this episode

Hosts: Ana Marie Cox, Open Mike Eagle

Guest: Lilan Bowden

Topics covered

• financial safety
• mental health
• career journey
• comedy
• personal growth

Keywords

• financial safety
• mental health
• comedy
• career
• personal growth
• Disney Channel
• shame
• brunch

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