Loksat Part 2: Love & Desctruction

About this episode

Loksat discusses his experiences with personality disorders and relationships, exploring his past and hopes for resolution.

TRIGGER WARNING: ABUSE, VIOLENCE AND MANIPULATION Loksat, diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder in his late teens, discusses his why he now thinks that he is more likely to fit the criteria for narcissistic personality disorder, and what it was that held him back from expressing himself. He describes his attraction to individuals who have borderline personality disorder (BPD) and how these interactions fulfil his drive for idealisation and withdrawal. He dives into the patterns within his relationship with his BPD girlfriend, and his hopes that understanding and working on these compulations will bring them both some resolution of childhood wounds.

People in this episode

Guest: Loksat

Topics covered

• mental health
• personality disorders
• relationships
• self-awareness
• childhood trauma

Keywords

• antisocial personality disorder
• narcissistic personality disorder
• borderline personality disorder
• relationships
• childhood wounds

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