Opening the Closed Fist: Money as Spiritual Practice | Koshin Paley Ellison

Opening the Closed Fist: Money as Spiritual Practice | Koshin Paley Ellison

March 17, 2026 · 39 min

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Koshin Paley Ellison discusses the relationship between money and spirituality, encouraging listeners to examine their financial habits in light of their values.

“Do an audit of how you spend your money. Does it match what you say you really care about?” In this powerful recent talk, Koshin Sensei tackles a topic many spiritual communities avoid: money. Often, topics like finances and business can be deemed “not spiritual”, but does it have to be so? Drawing on Suzuki Roshi and the Buddha's teachings on generosity (dana), Koshin explores how money is simply another form of impermanence. When it circulates, there's vitality. When it freezes, whether through fear, scarcity thinking, or the belief that “I don't have enough”, there's suffering. Reflecting on 19 years of building the New York Zen Center, starting with $200 a month in payroll and a smelly room behind a hospital, Koshin invites us to examine our relationship with giving. Do you give freely, or with a closed fist? Does your bank statement match what you say you care about? This isn't about guilt or shoulds–it's about recognizing that the tight fist is exhausting, while freely giving is not. Whether you have $1 or $100,000, the practice is the same: widening the circle in your own mind, including generosity in your life, and understanding that what you give today allows someone to…

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