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About this episode

Adam Barney shares his experiences with caregiving and the impact of chaos on identity and leadership.

Adam Barney walked into this conversation carrying more life than most people admit out loud. He’s a leadership coach, a father, a husband, a son, and a man who has spent the last decade navigating the kind of chaos that strips you down to your real self. Losing his mom to ALS, supporting his dad through hydrocephalus, and helping his wife through chemo — these aren’t bullet points. They’re the architecture of who he is now. We talk about caregiving as identity, burnout as a signal, leadership as something you can’t fake, and the strange comfort of routines — like his cold‑brew AeroPress ritual that borders on religion. We wander through Boston, Kauai, oysters, currywurst, Irish curry, Brick Lane, festival wristbands, and the way music becomes a map of who we’ve been. Adam is thoughtful, open, funny, and grounded in a way that makes you feel like you’ve known him for years. This episode is about chaos, connection, and the quiet ways we keep moving forward. Sound Bites “Chaos is totally a truth serum.” “You can’t fake who you are when you’re a caretaker.” “Legacy is about the ripples you can make.” 🔗 CONNECT WITH ADAM W. BARNEY Podcast: Is Anything Real? Book: Make Your Own Glass…

People in this episode

Host: Matthew Gray

Guest: Adam Barney

Topics covered

• caregiving
• identity
• burnout
• leadership
• chaos
• connection

Keywords

• caregiving
• burnout
• leadership
• chaos
• connection
• identity
• AeroPress

Mentioned in this episode

Organizations: Is Anything Real?, Plugged In Leadership

Books & works: Make Your Own Glass Half Full

Places: Boston, Kauai

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