All The Young Dudes

Grant tells Remus he's leaving for Brighton and that Remus needs to be with Sirius for the war ahead, breaking Remus's heart but knowing it's necessary for everyone. Over the following weeks, Remus and Sirius work on rebuilding the Order while living together in tense awkwardness, struggling to communicate but unable to be apart. They attend a full moon together for the first time in over a decade, and Sirius suggests they move to Grimmauld Place to make it the new Order headquarters. On their last night in the Soho flat, they finally reconnect emotionally and physically, choosing love over hate and beginning their relationship again before moving to Grimmauld Place together the next morning.

Grant receives a dream job offer in Brighton and realizes this is his sign to leave, knowing that Remus and Sirius belong together despite the pain it causes him. He reflects on loving Remus for twenty years and understanding that he was only ever keeping Remus safe for Sirius's return. Grant confronts Sirius directly, telling him he must properly take care of Remus and be a real person for him, not just a ghost or a dog. Grant packs his belongings and prepares to say goodbye when Remus returns home.

Remus returns from his first year teaching at Hogwarts, struggling with memories the castle stirred up and reconnecting with McGonagall, Flitwick, and Madam Pomfrey. He teaches Harry's classes and deals with Snape's hostility while taking Wolfsbane Potion monthly. During the events at the Shrieking Shack, Remus discovers the truth through legilimency—Peter Pettigrew was the real traitor and Sirius is innocent, but in the chaos of the full moon transformation both Peter and Sirius escape. Remus returns home to Grant and explains everything, realizing he should have trusted Sirius all along.

On Remus's thirty-first birthday, Grant takes him to his first gay bar in Soho. Remus is nervous but gradually relaxes and even holds Grant's hand publicly for the first time. In the bathroom, Remus encounters another werewolf who tries to seduce him and cryptically mentions that Voldemort may still be alive and gathering strength. Remus resists the advances and rushes home with Grant. The chapter ends with Remus learning he's dyslexic and discovering that the word-blindness he's struggled with his whole life has a name.

Grant convinces Remus to go Christmas shopping on Oxford Street to see the lights. While shopping, they run into Christopher Barley again, who is now with his wife Åsa and young son Henrik. Remus is confused since he'd previously seen Christopher coming out of a gay sauna, realizing Christopher is living a closeted life. Grant discusses Section 28 and his activism against anti-LGBTQ legislation. They return home and have a cozy evening by the fire, discussing Greek mythology and the story of Odysseus and Calypso.

After Remus and Grant commit to monogamy, Castor furiously banishes Remus from the werewolf pack. Without the pack to heal him monthly, Remus returns from transformations badly injured and Grant tends to his wounds. Remus calls Mary but hangs up when she mentions Sirius's betrayal, unable to discuss it. When Grant mentions possibly leaving, Remus has a panic attack and finally reveals that Sirius is in prison for murdering their friends and that Remus blames himself for not stopping it.

Remus and Grant's relationship develops from friendship into romance as Grant officially moves in during summer 1982. Remus reveals his magical abilities to Grant through demonstrations and explains the wizarding war. Grant qualifies as a social worker and begins working at a boys' remand centre. Their relationship is open and non-monogamous, with Remus continuing to visit Castor monthly while Grant sees other boyfriends, though Remus is slowly making progress in his recovery from grief.

Remus learns that James, Lily, and Peter are dead, and Sirius has been imprisoned for their murders. Mary arrives to help pack up Sirius's belongings before leaving for Jamaica with her boyfriend Darren. Remus is left completely alone in the flat, devastated and beginning a descent into heavy drinking to cope with the loss of everyone he loved.

After James recovers, Dumbledore reveals that Voldemort is targeting Harry Potter because of a prophecy predicting the Dark Lord's defeat. The Potters must go into hiding immediately, and Sirius volunteers to be their Secret Keeper without consulting Remus first, leading to a major argument between them. Just before Harry's first birthday, Mary sends a desperate patronus calling for help at Hollyhock House. Remus and Sirius arrive to discover that the entire McKinnon family—including Marlene, her parents, and her siblings—has been murdered by Death Eaters.

he chapter covers the brutal aftermath of Greyback's revenge killing of Ferox, which leads to increased anti-werewolf sentiment and forces Remus and Danny into hiding in Moody's cellar over Christmas. Remus misses Harry's first Christmas while confined underground, straining his relationship with Sirius and deepening his alcohol dependency. The isolation ends in January, but the war's psychological toll becomes increasingly evident as friends face mounting losses and the Order struggles against growing darkness.

he chapter spans major life changes beginning with the deaths of James's parents, Fleamont and Euphemia Potter, from dragon pox. Their funeral brings the community together in grief and celebration of their lives. Amidst the sorrow, Lily and James announce their pregnancy, bringing joy and hope to their friends. The chapter culminates with Harry Potter's birth on July 31st, 1980, making Sirius an ecstatic godfather and giving everyone renewed purpose in fighting for the next generation's future.

The chapter opens with Lily and James's beautiful wedding celebration, featuring their first dance, speeches, and joyful moments with friends and Order members. The happiness contrasts sharply with the ongoing war tensions. Remus enjoys the festivities while observing the complex social dynamics, including Ferox's assumptions about his relationship status. The wedding represents a beacon of hope and normalcy amid the darkness of wartime, bringing the community together in celebration.

Summer brings wedding preparations as Lily and James plan their September ceremony, with Sirius teaching Lily to waltz and the friends trying to maintain normalcy amid war. The chapter ends devastatingly with news of Regulus Black's confirmed death, revealed through a Daily Prophet headline. Sirius's reaction is stoic denial, claiming Regulus "got what he deserved," while Remus recognizes the profound grief beneath his boyfriend's harsh words