An Unimaginable Life

What if one of the most foundational ideas in spirituality, manifestation, and conscious creation is incomplete? In this Dead Talk, Terence McKenna and Aleister Crowley explore the true nature of reality, synchronicity, consciousness, and human participation in the unfolding of life itself. Together, they challenge the popular notion that reality is merely reflecting your beliefs and introduce a far more expansive possibility—one that changes how we understand manifestation, guidance, meaning, and our relationship with the universe. This conversation moves beyond theory into something deeply practical: how to recognize the invitations hidden within ordinary experiences, why synchronicities matter, and what becomes possible when you stop trying to control reality and begin participating with it. If you've ever wondered whether life is trying to tell you something, this episode may completely change the way you see reality. Earlier this week, Christy and I appeared on the Jeff Mara podcast and Christy brought in Helen Keller. Listen here Read about The Freedom Project 7-day Boosts here Schedule a call with Christy to learn about The Freedom Project here Schedule a call with Gary to learn about The Freedom Project here

What if reality isn't something happening around you? What if it's actually responding to you? In this fascinating Dead Talk, Christy brings in renowned channel and author Jane Roberts and visionary physicist David Bohm. Together, they share with us a radically different way of understanding consciousness, manifestation, choice, and the nature of experience. They reveal why life is not a fixed world unfolding independently of you, but a living field of possibilities shaped by perception, expectation, attention, and participation. Along the way, they explore probable realities, the illusion of separation, the interconnected nature of the universe, and why even your thoughts, fears, hopes, and assumptions are participating in the experiences you call your life. If you've ever wondered whether reality is more fluid than it appears, whether consciousness plays a larger role than science has traditionally acknowledged, or whether there is a deeper intelligence woven into everyday experience, this conversation will challenge the way you see yourself and the world around you. The most important question raised in this episode is not: "What do I want to create?" It's: "What am I already participating in?" Once you understand the difference, you'll never look at reality the same way again. Earlier this week, Christy and I appeared on the Recover Your Soul podcast and Christy brought in Lucille Ball and Vincent Van Gogh. Listen here Read about The Freedom Project 7-day Boosts here Schedule a call with Christy to learn more about The Freedom Project here Schedule a call with Gary to learn more about The Freedom Project here

Douglas Adams wrote the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy to demonstrate the absurdity of trying to figure it all out and Groucho Marx illustrated the futility of taking things too seriously. What happens when two of the most brilliant comedic minds ever step in from the nonphysical to speak directly to you? In this Dead Talk session, Christy brings through Douglas Adams and Groucho Marx—and what unfolds is unlike anything you’ve ever heard. They don’t come to give answers. They come to unravel the need for them. With sharp wit, irreverent humor, and startling clarity, they reveal something far more liberating: what if the seriousness you’ve been carrying is the only thing standing between you and freedom? Through a series of deceptively simple questions, they lead you into a direct experience of what it feels like to stop searching, stop controlling, and stop trying to make sense of it all. And in that space, something unexpected happens. You begin to feel the truth. This episode will challenge your need for meaning and invite you into what they call “the cosmic joke”—a perspective shift so profound, it may change how you see every problem, every goal, and every moment of your life. If you’ve ever felt the pressure to figure it all out…If you’ve ever taken your life just a little too seriously…Or if you’re ready to experience a kind of freedom you didn’t know was possible… You are going to want to hear every minute of this episode Read about The Freedom Project here Schedule a call with Christy to learn more about The Freedom Project here Schedule a call with Gary to learn more about The Freedom Project here

We were so excited to have Robin Williams and Pricess Diana come through to talk to us about living an unimaginable life. They explain that there is a life you can't even begin to imagine waiting for you beyond your self-imposed limitations. They talk about their unimaginable lives, the impact, the challenges of fame, and their high emotional sensitivity. This is one episode you don't want to miss Read about The Freedom Project here Schedule a call with Christy to learn more about The Freedom Project here Schedule a call with Gary to learn more about The Freedom Project here

Read about The Freedom Project here Schedule a call with Gary to learn more about The Freedom Project here In this episode, Christy brings in Abraham Lincoln and Lev "Leo" Tolstoy. They come specifically to talk about how the dignity of man is the guiding light on the path toward Freedom. It's not that indignity is something we should fight against, because that would simply be an urge to control an unjust situation. It's that in a place of neutrality, we can understand where the injustice lies and then receive inspiration for a new path forward. This is an elevated converstaion brought to us by two esteemed historical figures.

Read about The Freedom Project here Schedule a call with Gary to learn more about The Freedom Project here This is a live White Light channeling session from the Orlando Retreat. White Light opens with a radical invitation:What if you stopped negotiating your presence with life?What if love, trust, and freedom didn’t come after the conditions were met — but after you said yes? White Light speaks directly about this group as pioneers — among the first to consciously raise vibration together — and explains how unconditional love, even for a moment, alters the planet in ways we cannot yet comprehend. You’ll hear about: Why unconditional living is not reckless — but clause-free. Why safety was never meant to be your home. Why curiosity is more powerful than answers. Why there are no levels. Why you are not broken for bracing. And why nothing serious is happening here… even as everything is changing. If you’ve been waiting to exhale until life behaves… This conversation may be the moment you stop waiting.

Read about The Freedom Project here Schedule a call with Gary to learn more about The Freedom Project here This Dead Talk episode is a channeled teaching on inner freedom after trauma, guided by two historical figures: Etty Hillesum (young Jewish diarist who wrote from Westerbork and later Auschwitz) and Václav Havel (Czech dissident who became the first president of the Czech Republic after the Velvet Revolution). The core theme: freedom doesn’t come from being unhurt or from circumstances improving—it comes from no longer organizing life around the wound. Etty found freedom inside a collapsing world (Holocaust reality). Havel found freedom inside an oppressive structure (communism), and lived long enough to see inner freedom reflected outward in social change. The main teaching: trauma is not the event They redefine trauma as not what happened, and not even the pain. Trauma is: the moment life became smaller to survive, the internal contraction that says: I must be less open, feel less, expect less, risk less. This contraction becomes an internal “government” that continues long after the danger passes. It decides what you can feel, hope for, explore, or trust. In that sense, trauma is protective, intelligent, temporary by design—but it becomes limiting when it interferes with love, presence, and the ability to be touched by something good. Freedom, they say, is not “healing trauma” as a project. It’s outgrowing it by restoring your range: what you’re willing to feel, how much you’re willing to love, how much you’re willing to let in. “Imprint” vs trauma They introduce a second layer: imprint—fear and limitation installed before you had direct experience or choice. Imprints come from: parents, culture, religion, schooling, media, authority, warnings and stories that the child’s body stores as reality, not information, and sometimes genetic or past-life residue. Because imprint fear is “older” than the current opportunity, it cannot be reasoned away. It must be met. The body is reacting to memory, not to now. Examples of common imprints: Money: “money runs out,” “never enough,” “security requires effort.” Authority: “I’ll get in trouble,” “rules protect me from myself.” Love: “if I’m fully myself, I’ll be left,” “connection is fragile.” Body/health: “symptoms mean danger,” “aging means decline.” Visibility/expression: “being free has consequences.” They note the irony: many listeners are not materially poor, yet their nervous systems are “poor” from imprinting. Practical guidance they offer They emphasize this is not a heavy “healing session,” but a noticing: “Who are you now that your nervous system no longer needs to lead your life?” “What became unavailable that might now be safe to reopen?” Key practices: Acknowledge the story as a helper“Thank you for helping me survive. You don’t need to work so hard anymore.”The story persists when it doesn’t feel recognized. Replace “Why did this happen?” with “What’s happening now?”“Why” pulls you into the past; “now” returns you to presence. When you feel righteous/need to be right: check the bodyRighteousness can signal you’re inside a trauma loop—trading aliveness for certainty. Ask: “What does this story allow me to avoid risking?”Trauma stories often protect you from the vulnerability of expansion. Use proximity, not coercionDon’t force yourself through fear. Sit with it, let the body learn safety gradually. Talk to fear without consulting it“I see you’re afraid. Thank you for trying to keep me safe. We don’t have to decide today.” They make a key distinction: overriding fear to do something “wild” isn’t necessarily expansion—real expansion honors safety and lets fear soften through presence. Group field moment There’s a vivid description of the group’s energetic field: an oval, forward-oriented, permeable, slate-blue/soft gold tone—mature, coherent, grounded, not organized around wounds. “Connection without dependency; individuality without isolation

To learn about The Freedom Project - Click here In this Dead Talk session, two familiar teachers step in right away—Joseph Campbell and Ram Dass—and the atmosphere is set with an image of a “classroom after it’s over,” signaling the core theme: no pressure, no performance, nothing to prove. Campbell reframes the Hero’s Journey in a way that lands like a revelation: the journey was never meant to be a permanent identity or a life-long mandate. It’s a map for early identity formation, but many people turn the map into a moral obligation—equating struggle with legitimacy and suffering with worth. From his current perspective, the journey doesn’t end in triumph…it ends in irrelevance—not failure, but the relaxing of the need to matter. The “return” isn’t to be admired; it’s to be absorbed back into life, ordinary and intimate, without a narrative. Ram Dass deepens that message with warmth and humility, sharing that he spent much of his life trying to be a “spiritual hero,” until life dismantled the role through his stroke—forcing surrender in public. The gift, he says, is that when you can no longer perform wisdom, you either become it or drop the act entirely. That collapse revealed something truer: love remained even when he wasn’t useful, articulate, or “teaching.” The session’s central question emerges: “What are you no longer willing to carry?” The conversation then pivots into a powerful explanation of the Freedom Project as a field, not a program—something co-created by everyone touched by it. A program is information moving one direction; a field is mutual attunement, where insights land faster, resistance softens without confrontation, and people feel seen without being analyzed. The field holds ambiguity without panic, supports nervous system settling through contextual safety, and helps participants become coherent with the version of themselves they’re tuning toward—without forcing linear steps. Campbell also revisits “Follow Your Bliss,” clarifying that bliss was never meant as indulgence or pleasure—it’s the subtle feeling of life moving through you: curiosity, fascination, a signal of direction. The reason people resist bliss isn’t laziness—it threatens identity, disrupts duty-as-virtue conditioning, and removes the “moral high ground” of sacrifice. Bliss doesn’t justify itself, and that’s why it’s so liberating. Finally, Ram Dass speaks candidly about LSD and psychedelics: they don’t create alignment, install wisdom, or heal trauma by themselves. They can offer a glimpse—showing what’s possible when self-reference drops—but they don’t teach the nervous system how to live there. Psychedelics are a door-opener, not a home. The session closes with the same overarching invitation: as the hero dissolves, life becomes simpler, more present, and more intimate—service without superiority, love without a role, and freedom without the need to matter.

To learn about The Freedom Project - Click here In this episode: Queen Nefertiti appears first—regal, luminous, Egyptian headdress, blue gown, and an energetic breeze moving only around her. Her opening line establishes the theme: “I am seated fully within myself. And so are you.” The name comes through as “Nefertiti.” Viktor Frankl appears next—gentle presence, glasses, gray hair, calm smile. His identity is confirmed through the title Man’s Search for Meaning. His energy is quiet but powerful, grounded in lived experience. The Core Teaching: Sovereignty as an Inner Throne Together they deliver a unified teaching: sovereignty is not granted by rulers, removed by circumstances, or earned through status. It is an ancient inheritance—a return to an inner throne. Nefertiti emphasizes that sovereignty begins when you stop “borrowing your center” from the world: stop needing external confirmation of worth stop shaping identity around approval or fear return to the “inner throne” that most people abandon early in childhood She reframes sovereignty not as independence, but as intimacy with your own essence—an unbroken connection between your being and Source. From her view, a sovereign being doesn’t dominate or defend; it simply is, and life reorganizes around that state of being. Frankl complements this with his signature insight: there is an inner space no one can touch—not cruelty, misfortune, despair, or authority. Sovereignty is claimed inside limitation. He underscores the central idea: between stimulus and response is a space; in that space lies your power, freedom, and sovereignty. So sovereignty becomes: choosing meaning, response, perspective, and the story you tell—regardless of conditions. Nefertiti’s “Crown” Reframed Gary asks if Nefertiti’s real-life queenship was an external version of sovereignty. She explains that her outward crown was only a reflection of an already-claimed inner seat. She believed she was living political power, but from her current perspective she sees it as a frequency demonstration—energetic rulership, not domination. Her power was never her life circumstances; it was her being. Frankl and the Holocaust: Meaning, Choice, and a Larger Architecture The conversation goes deep into Frankl’s experience of the Holocaust. Frankl describes the camps as the place where he discovered what cannot be taken: inner meaning and inner freedom. He says that despair killed faster than starvation, and that hope/purpose gave the body strength—because inner choice was the only remaining domain of power. He distinguishes what he believed while alive vs. what he sees now: Then: he did not view suffering as chosen; he saw it as brutal, imposed, dehumanizing, senseless. Now: he perceives a “metaphysical architecture” and soul-level intention behind events, without calling suffering “beautiful.” He frames it as purposeful at a soul level for many—sometimes as agreements, sometimes as “perfect matches” to intentions—within an intricate web of collective and personal trajectories. He clarifies it was not karmic punishment, and that the experience (for him) aligned with a pre-birth intention to test the limits of inner freedom and anchor the understanding of choice. When asked about the broader impact, he suggests the event revealed something profound to mass consciousness: resilience of spirit, the architecture of psyche, and expansions that reshaped societies—implying it catalyzed shifts toward unity and deeper human awareness. A particularly provocative point arises: his “now” perspective suggests even figures viewed as villains are still part of the same larger consciousness exploration—equal in the sense of soul-level value—though he acknowledges his human-life perspective experienced it as far beyond “villainy.” Nefertiti and Christy: Ease of “Merge” and Soul Lineage Nefertiti repeatedly indicates an unusually easy energetic merge with Christy—suggesting a vibrational or lineage resonance.

The theme for this Dead Talk is perception. In this episode, Christy brings in two 20th century poets, Mary Oliver and Audre Lorde. They were two vastly different people who shared a common thread: Perception as a tool for discovering truth. Together they bring us the Dual Perception Methid that we can use when we are unclear about the turth of a given subject. It could be a relationship, a concept, an issue we're having or just about anything else. When we're unclear, we can use this method to look at it from two very different perspective and we will discover the truth. It's absolutely astonishing how well this works. Schedule a call to learn about The Freedom Project - Click here To book a 55-minute Connect Call with Gary, click here

The Freedom Project begins with a technique called Perspective Mapping. It's a process where the person fills out a series of ten surveys related to all areas of their life. Then they have a call with Gary to identify key belief structures that generate their current perspective. Finally they have a spirit guide reading with Christy. This is the most fasinating part of this process. In this episode you will hear exactly what Renee and Crstal's spirit guides told each of them in preparation for their Freedom Project experience. Once the Perspective Mapping process has been completed, Christy and I are able to custom tailor a 100-day program specifically for each person based on their current perspective and what they want in their life. Through this process, the person will expand their perspective in all areas of their life and arrive at a completely new perspective that generates a new vibration. Since all limitations are self-imposed through one's current perspective, expanding that perspective leads to freedom. That's why they call it The Freedom Project. Nothing like this has ever been done before, because no other program starts by identifying one's current perspective and then creates a custom plan to specifically expand that person's perspective. Schedule a call to learn about The Freedom Project - Click here To book a 55-minute Connect Call with Gary, click here

In this episode famous American Painter Georgia O'Keeffe and legendary philosopher and auther of the Tao Te Ching come together to talk about the art of surrender and seeing through the illusion. Schedule a call with Christy to learn about The Frredom Project - Click here To book a 55-minute connect call with Gary, click here