3.3. Pudim de quejo (Carlos without Emmanuel is suffering like a dog)

About this episode

Carlos struggles with the emotional pain of Emmanuel's abandonment, supported by his sister Mayra.

Please, use the direct download link: Pudim de quejo And poor Carlos? We all understood that he was in love with Emmanuel, but above all he cared about him with all his heart. How will he react to his abandonment, never hearing from him again? Predictably, he suffers like a dog. Luckily for him he has his sister Mayra at his side, good and affectionate, who takes care of him and consoles him. The interpreters are Nova and Onyx (AI). The soundtrack consists of a mix of instrumental versions of "Take me to church" by Hozier and "Despedida" by Eugénio Tavares. In the finale you can hear Emmanuel and Carlos singing "Cripple and the Starfish", a beautiful song by Antony and The Johnsons.

People in this episode

Host: Antonia Del Monaco

Topics covered

• love
• abandonment
• sibling support
• emotional suffering
• music

Keywords

• Carlos
• Emmanuel
• Mayra
• suffering
• music
• love
• support

Mentioned in this episode

Books & works: Take me to church, Despedida, Cripple and the Starfish

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