Motherloading Podcast

Every child just wants to make their mum and dad proud. Josh is the founder of Fit For All, a football coach with over 500,000 followers, and someone who's spent years working with kids navigating confidence, comparison, and the pressure to be perfect. He's also one of the most grounded voices on what children actually need to hear in a world full of noise, screens, and unrealistic expectations. In this episode, we talk about: – why comparison is killing kids' confidence (and the bird analogy that changes everything) – how social media is making children feel like they're never enough – why nerves are just excitement you haven't learned to trust yet – teaching kids that their best is their best (and it doesn't need to match anyone else's) – the power of compliments, even when they feel cringy – why you can't be your strongest until you admit weakness – celebrating looking silly as part of the process – stop saying sorry for things you're not sorry for – passing responsibility, making excuses, and over explaining yourself – why girls are often easier to coach (and what that tells us) – the invisible pressure kids carry to make their parents proud – screen time, parenting effort, and the sacrifice that's needed – how confidence is bred from parents, not found on a pitch – why he's raising £1 million for Young Lives vs Cancer This conversation is honest, grounding, and full of lessons that apply far beyond the football pitch. For anyone raising kids, coaching them, or just trying to understand what they're quietly carrying, this one will stay with you. Follow Josh at @fit_4_football on Instagram and TikTok, and Fit For Football World on YouTube Join the waitlist for The Load System at motherloading.net Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

She walked away from £24 million. Two weeks before giving birth. Sedge Beswick is a founder, former CEO, and one of the most honest voices on what it actually costs to build a business, become a mother, and decide what matters most when the two collide. In this episode, we talk about: – why she turned down a multimillion pound deal days before her due date – the invisible pressure to work like you don't have kids and parent like you don't have a career – responding to Slack messages in the labour ward – sobbing uncontrollably on her first day back in the office – stepping away from the business she founded to reclaim time with her daughters – why confidence is sold to women as something we lack, not something we already have – how ambition doesn't die in the delivery room but identity, time, and clarity all shift – being told she "ruined it for women" because she chose motherhood over an exit – the millennial career crisis and why quitting isn't failure – financial freedom, shared parenting, and setting boundaries that actually work This conversation is raw, grounding, and unapologetically real. For anyone navigating ambition, motherhood, identity, or the messy middle of all three, this one will stay with you. Follow Sedge at @sedgebeswick on Instagram and LinkedIn Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

You can look like you’ve got it together… and still feel like you’re quietly unravelling. You’re showing up. You’re doing everything. You’re functioning. But underneath? It feels heavy. Overwhelming. Like you’re just about holding it all together. In this episode, I’m joined by psychologist Dr Tuesday Watts to unpack what’s actually going on beneath the surface. We talk about: – why so many women feel overwhelmed (even when life “looks fine”) – the mental and emotional load no one sees – why high-functioning women often feel the worst internally – how shame quietly sits underneath it all – and why this isn’t about coping better… but understanding what you’re carrying This isn’t surface-level advice. It’s language for something a lot of women are feeling… but can’t quite explain. If you’ve ever thought: “Why does this feel so hard when I should be fine?” This one’s for you. 🎧 Listen now Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

She built a 6-figure brand by talking about poo. But the real story is even better. This week on Motherloading, we’re joined by Joely Gabrielle, former Head of Beauty at Grazia and now co-founder of gut health brand We Are Regular. In just five weeks after launch, the brand hit six figures — by tackling one of women’s last taboos: talking openly about poo. But this conversation goes far beyond gut health. We talk about: • traumatic pregnancy and postnatal anxiety • the identity crisis of motherhood • leaving a safe corporate career • launching a business with your best friend • building something ambitious while raising a child • being pregnant again while scaling a startup Plus we introduce a new Motherloading segment — The Load Audit — exploring the invisible mental, emotional and ambition load women carry. Funny, honest and wildly relatable — this episode is for anyone navigating the messy middle of motherhood, ambition and starting again. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading with hosts Nicky and Michelle - and this one is a special one. In this Season 1 finale, we’re waving goodbye to an unforgettable year as we close out 2025 by celebrating the journey, the growth, and the community that has formed around Motherloading. This highlights episode brings together the very best moments from the season - from tears and vulnerability to uncontrollable laughter and empowering conversations. These clips capture exactly what Motherloading is all about: raw honesty, emotional depth, humour, resilience, and female empowerment. It’s a reflection of the courage it takes to have the conversations women aren’t having enough of - and the impact those conversations can make when shared openly. This episode is also a moment to acknowledge the hard work, determination, and heart Nicky and Michelle have poured into building a podcast that feels like a safe space - one where women feel seen, heard, and supported. Whether you’ve listened from day one or you’re just discovering Motherloading, this finale is the perfect reminder of why honest storytelling and community matter. A celebration of motherhood, womanhood, and everything in between - and just the beginning of what’s to come. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading. This week, Nicky is flying solo while Michelle is away on maternity leave after welcoming her healthy baby girl. Nicky is joined by long-time friend Nicky Dwyer, who bravely opens up about her comeback story after falling for a narcissist who turned her world upside down. What began as an intense, whirlwind romance quickly unravelled into manipulation, control and emotional chaos. Despite being strong, independent and sharp-minded, she found herself trapped in a cycle of trying to fix him, slipping into codependency while he chipped away at her confidence. Nicky challenges the harmful myth that “only weak women fall for narcissists” proving that these manipulative personalities can target anyone. In this gripping and inspiring conversation, Nicky D shares: -the early red flags she missed, -how narcissistic manipulation and love-bombing take hold, -the moment she recognised the relationship was breaking her, -the steps she took to rebuild her strength, -and how she finally found the courage to walk away. She also offers practical tips for identifying narcissistic behaviour, understanding the dynamics of toxic relationships, and reclaiming your sense of self after trauma. From intoxicating beginnings to emotional unraveling to powerful liberation, this episode is raw, real, and full of insight. Whether you’re healing from a similar experience or simply want to better understand relationship red flags, this conversation is a must-listen. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading with your hosts Nicky and Michelle. If you haven’t listened to Part 1, start there first - then come back for this powerful deep dive into Nicky’s journey: the past she’s never fully opened up about… until now. In this honest and emotional conversation, Nicky reflects on the “wild years” of her early life - a time filled with bad decisions, lack of direction, and a lingering sense that she wasn’t living with purpose. The organised, driven, proactive woman we see today is a world away from who she once believed she was. Nicky shares how she transformed her life through self-development, discipline and sheer determination. She threw herself into her career, eventually landing a spot on The Irish Apprentice, where she placed second, a huge achievement many listeners won’t know about. From there, she pushed through imposter syndrome, applied for a job she had “zero qualifications” for on paper, and still secured it… then rose through the ranks and climbed the corporate ladder with grit and graft. But now, as a mum, the balance looks different. Nicky opens up about wanting to be more present with her children, while also fearing the feeling of “plateauing” or slipping back into old patterns of procrastination. It’s a conversation so many women and mothers will relate to - the constant tension between ambition, identity, and family. This raw and relatable episode shows: -how reinvention is possible at any stage of life; -how hard work, confidence and consistency can change your entire path; -why so many women feel “not good enough”, even when they’re thriving; -and how motherhood shifts priorities, identity and self-expectations. It’s emotional, empowering and deeply human - a reminder that life is a balancing act, but with reflection and resilience, you can rewrite your story. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading with your hosts Nicky and Michelle - the podcast that keeps it real about womanhood, motherhood, and everything in between. This week, the duo are joined by Faye, founder of the award-nominated Epidermic Clinic - shortlisted for Best Non-Surgical Facelift 2025 - and a finalist for Aesthetic Practitioner and Entrepreneur of the Year in beauty. Faye’s mission? To help women feel like the best versions of themselves while celebrating and enhancing their natural beauty. In this empowering and myth-busting chat, Faye dives into the most effective aesthetic treatments on the market, explaining what’s worth considering and what to avoid. She breaks down the difference between injectables and non-invasive options, shares expert insights on facial anatomy and personalised treatments, and talks about how her work helps women rediscover their glow and confidence - especially after big life shifts like motherhood or aging. But let’s be clear, this isn’t an ad or a push to get work done. It’s a real, open, and judgment-free conversation about body and face confidence. Because what feels right for one woman might not interest another, and that’s perfectly okay. Whether you’re curious about tweakments, exploring self-care, or simply want to understand more about the world of aesthetics, this episode is your gal-pal guide to feeling confident in your own skin. Website: epiderme.co.uk Instagram: @epidermeclinic Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading with hosts Nicky and Michelle - the podcast that keeps motherhood and womanhood refreshingly real. After the unexpected success of their series launch and a skyrocket into the podcast charts, the duo are taking a moment to reflect, celebrate, and connect directly with you, their amazing listeners. In this candid and chaotic episode, Nicky and Michelle answer listener questions, respond to heartfelt feedback, and share honest thoughts on the topics you’ve been asking about most. As always, they approach everything with their trademark openness, humour, and zero filter, offering unfiltered advice, relatable stories, and laugh-out-loud moments along the way. This episode is a celebration of the community that’s formed around Motherloading, a safe, supportive space where women can speak freely, feel seen, and know they’re not alone. It’s raw, funny, heartfelt, and completely real, a perfect reminder of why women everywhere are connecting with this podcast. Grab your cuppa and settle in for chaos, connection, and a side of hilarious honesty. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading with hosts Nicky and Michelle the podcast that gets real about every stage of womanhood. This week, the duo are joined by the incredible Rosie, affectionately known as the fairy godmother of female health. Together, they dive deep into the fascinating and often misunderstood world of female hormones and physical wellness from postpartum recovery to perimenopause and everything in between. Rosie breaks down how hormonal changes impact your mood, energy, and overall wellbeing, while sharing practical tips and coping strategies to help women better understand and support their bodies through every phase of life. She also busts common myths around women’s health, explains which vitamins and supplements can make a real difference, and highlights the importance of testing and truly listening to what your body needs. This episode is an empowering, educational, and refreshingly honest conversation that every woman should hear whether you’re navigating motherhood, hormones, or simply trying to feel more in tune with yourself. Tune in to discover how to work with your body, not against it, and reclaim your sense of balance, health, and confidence at every age. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading with hosts Nicky and Michelle - a podcast where real women share real stories, without filters or pretence. In this raw, emotional, and deeply moving conversation, the duo open up about the pain and heartbreak of miscarriage. Both women have experienced the depths of grief, guilt, and healing that follow such loss. With honesty and compassion, they share what it truly feels like to navigate life after miscarriage - the emotional ups and downs, the silent pain, and the slow journey back to hope. Nicky also opens up about her IVF journey, shedding light on the emotional toll that can take, and the strength it requires to keep going when things feel impossible. This episode is a powerful and much-needed discussion between two women who deeply understand each other’s pain - a space of empathy, vulnerability, and connection. It’s a reminder that you are not alone, that healing is possible, and that there truly is life after loss. If you or someone you love has experienced miscarriage or infertility, this conversation is a must listen and reminder that even in heartbreak, there is hope and community. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading with hosts Nicky and Michelle - the podcast where honest conversations meet everyday life. In this special guest episode, the duo are joined by Emmelia Powell, Director of Premier Wealth Solutions, who brings her expert insight into money management, budgeting, and investing for families. Finances can feel intimidating - but Emmelia breaks it down in a way that’s simple, practical, and empowering. She explains why it’s crucial to understand your finances no matter your circumstances, and how taking control of your money can create confidence and stability in every area of life. From budgeting tips and smart saving strategies to teaching kids the value of money, Emmelia shares real-world advice that parents can start using right away. She also opens up about how she keeps her children grounded and financially aware despite coming from a successful background. This episode is packed with valuable takeaways, mindset shifts, and tools to help women and families feel more in control of their financial future. If you’ve ever avoided looking at your bank balance or felt anxious about money, this one will inspire you to take the first step - without the fear. 💬 Honest. Insightful. Empowering. A must-listen episode that proves talking about money doesn’t have to be scary - it can be freeing. Follow Emmelia on Instagram - @emmelia_pws Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk