Post Mormon Peace

From the outside, it can look like I’ve built a perfectly peaceful life of open conversations and harmony. The truth? Choosing openness often means choosing discomfort. In this episode, I talk about what peace actually looks like in practice—the messy parts, the triggers, and the moments I’d rather keep my mouth shut. I share recent stories with a sibling, my dad, a close friend, my wife, and a raw moment with my mom where I snapped, then called back to apologize. You’ll hear how I’m learning to zoom out (think S&P 500 growth curve) and keep “coming back to the table”—again and again. Peace isn’t the absence of conflict; it’s a commitment to connection, repair, and telling the truth with love. If you’ve ever stayed silent too long, lost your cool, or said something you regret, this one’s for you. Highlights / Takeaways Peace is an internal practice, not a perfect outcome. Triggers happen; repair is what keeps relationships growing. “Coming back to the table” > “winning” the conversation. Zoom out: judge growth over years, not days. Apologizing doesn’t erase convictions—it deepens connection. Gentle Note This episode includes candid reflections on LDS culture/leadership from my current perspective. If you’re a believing member and that feels tender right now, feel free to skip—or listen with curiosity and care. Call to Action Got a story to share? I’d love to hear from you or have you on the show: postmormonpeace@gmail.com

In this special episode, Derek invites his 14-year-old daughter Ashlyn onto the podcast for a vulnerable and illuminating conversation about what it was like to grow up in the LDS Church and then face the family’s transition out of it. Ashlyn offers her personal reflections on what the church meant to her, how she experienced the family's decision to leave, and how her worldview has shifted since. With impressive depth and emotional honesty, she opens up about feelings of shock, confusion, sadness, betrayal, and ultimately growth—providing rare insight into how a thoughtful teen navigates a major faith transition. This episode is a must-listen for any post-Mormon parent trying to understand what it’s like for kids to process religious change, and how to better support them through it.

What happens when the life you've built around your faith begins to crack — and you're no longer sure if you believe? In this powerful and heartfelt conversation, Derek reconnects with Blake Lawler, a fellow former missionary and dentist, who opens up about his journey navigating a crisis of faith within a devoted LDS family. Blake shares how one quiet moment of research unraveled deeply held beliefs, the emotional toll of carrying doubts in silence, and the complexities of being a father and husband when your beliefs no longer align with your family's. This episode explores: The emotional weight of doubting in silence How to support a believing spouse while deconstructing Raising children with integrity and openness Finding peace, purpose, and growth beyond belief Whether you're questioning, believing, or somewhere in between, Blake's honesty will leave you feeling seen, inspired, and less alone. Reach out to Blake at blake.lawlor@gmail.com 👉 Follow and share your thoughts: Instagram: @postmormonpeace Facebook: Post Mormon Peace Podcast Email: postmormonpeace@gmail.com

In the second part of my conversation with Steve Questenberry, we dive deep into the complexities of faith transitions—both for those leaving the church and for those who remain. Steve shares his experiences working with individuals questioning their faith, the importance of open dialogue, and how love and understanding can heal divides. We also discuss the power of listening without an agenda, personal growth through difficult conversations, and the lessons he has learned as a leader, father, and friend. 🎧 Topics covered:✔️ The role of fear and defensiveness in faith transitions✔️ How both sides of the conversation can experience pain and growth✔️ The importance of listening and loving without expectations✔️ Finding peace with uncertainty and embracing life’s journey Reach out to Steve at: steve@kittsgroup.com

In this episode, Derek Williams sits down with friend and boss, Alex Sharp to discuss personal growth, belief systems, and the search for meaning. They explore the balance between faith and skepticism, how childhood experiences shape our moral compass, and the power of focus and intentionality in life and business.

In the final episode of this three-part series, Derek and Ruth Ann explore how their family has cultivated an atmosphere of mutual respect, love, and acceptance despite differing beliefs. They share practical strategies, lessons learned, and key moments that helped their family grow closer together. This episode is an inspiring testament to the power of open communication, listening, and choosing unity over division. Books Mentioned in Episode 3That We May Be One: A Gay Mormon's Perspective on Faith and Family by Tom Christofferson Description: Tom Christofferson, brother of Elder D. Todd Christofferson, shares his journey as a gay member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. The book focuses on his experiences with faith, family, and reconciling his identity, highlighting the possibility of unconditional love within families despite differing beliefs or lifestyles. Bridges: Ministering to Those Who Question by David B. Ostler Description: Written by a former stake president, this book explores how members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints can build bridges of understanding with those experiencing doubts or leaving the Church. It provides practical insights and strategies for fostering empathy, love, and meaningful conversations.

in this candid and heartfelt episode, I sit down with my mom, Ruth Ann Williams, to explore her journey of faith, parenting, and love. We dive into her experiences as a devoted member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, the values she worked to instill in our family, and the challenges she faced raising children in a world that is ever-changing. This conversation offers a glimpse into the other side of the dialogue—the perspective of a loving parent, doing their best to nurture faith and provide structure, often shaped by the values and expectations of their generation. Together, we reflect on moments of connection, generational differences in views on faith, and the importance of open communication in understanding one another. It was a healing and enlightening discussion that deepened my appreciation for her efforts and her unwavering commitment to love and family.

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In this episode, Jordan Smith joins me to share his story of navigating a faith transition and the profound changes it brought to his life. We talk about the initial struggles, the emotional journey of self-reflection, and how he found new meaning outside of structured religion. Jordan’s insights into parenting, relationships, and finding peace through physical and mental well-being offer valuable lessons for anyone on a journey of self-discovery. Tune in for a thought-provoking discussion about growth, trust, and living authentically.

In the premiere episode of Post Mormon Peace, Derek shares his story.