PURE Podcast

Divorce the Marriage to Stay Married: Polarity, Radical Honesty & Repairing Relationships (with Yehuda)In this Pure Podcast episode, Ayala welcomes back Yehuda to expand on their prior discussion of the divine feminine by exploring marriage through the concept of “divorcing your marriage.” Using a Torah and Zohar-based metaphor of Adam and Chava being back-to-back and then “sawed in half,” they discuss how enmeshment can create loneliness and how rupture-and-repair, separation, and self-care can help couples come face-to-face in radical honesty. They warn against “worshiping the relationship” as an idol and emphasize intentional, structured cycles of distance and reconnection (including examples like niddah, night/day, and muscle building). Yehuda argues polarity is creation itself, not a technique, and stresses that men should lead structure and safety rather than aiming for 50/50 fairness. They close with where to find Yehuda’s work online.00:00 Welcome Back Yehuda00:34 Divorcing the Marriage02:57 Sawed in Half Metaphor04:04 Rupture Repair Honesty07:00 Stop Worshiping Relationship09:59 Self Care With Intention13:48 Separation Builds Connection19:09 Structure Prevents Resentment21:47 Men Lead the Container23:20 Stress Biology and Cycles25:50 Different Processing Speeds27:35 Men Give Safety28:20 Polarity Is Creation31:49 Science Backs Polarity32:47 Masculine Feminine Parenting34:32 Face To Face Truth36:00 Blessing Through Leadership39:23 Separation To Unity41:44 Not Fifty Fifty43:44 Heroic Masculinity44:26 Programs And Links

Kabbalah of the Divine Feminine (Part 1): The Art of ReceivingAyala, a facilitator at the House of More, welcomes participants to “The Kabbalah of the Divine Feminine” and introduces part one, “The Art of Receiving,” blending Kabbalah with polarity psychology to help women speak from truth, needs, and desire. Using teachings about the sun and moon and the creation story, she explains the feminine as reflective and expansive, describing Adam and Eve as originally fused back-to-back, then separated in a “first surgery” so they could relate face-to-face, with woman “built” to stand upright in full presence. She teaches that divine feminine receiving is active—manifesting, clarifying desires, setting boundaries, and practicing spiritual hygiene—and guides a short somatic meditation to shift from wounded lack to “I desire.” She discusses receiving compliments, giving/receiving as reciprocal, and a future “circle world” of equality associated with Mashiach, illustrated by Miriam’s women’s circle, encouraging community circles and a 30-day practice.00:00 Welcome and Thanks13:22 Workshop Overview14:14 Meet the Divine Feminine16:21 Polarity Explained16:56 Sun and Moon Parable18:50 First Woman Creation24:18 Presence Not Performance26:04 Expand and Contract27:27 Did God Make Mistake29:48 Men Feel the Shift31:23 Manifesting Desires35:16 Wounded Feminine Exercise39:19 Can Women Have It All40:30 Receive and Give Cycle45:33 Hidden Potential Teaching46:43 Women Power and Overdoing47:24 Control and Overgiving48:16 Wounded Feminine Triggers49:05 Giving as Receiving49:55 Spiritual Hygiene Basics50:36 Receiving Help and Compliments53:53 Stop Playing Small55:13 Magnetic Feminine Energy56:47 Awakening the Circle World58:55 Big Bang and Shattered Vessels01:01:14 Miriam’s Portal of Joy01:03:37 Mashiach and Circular Time01:08:16 Practical Receiving Strategies01:10:45 Circles and Closing Blessings

From Kundalini to Kabbalah: Arezu’s Journey Back to Her Jewish Roots, Discipline, and Daily PracticeIn this Pure Podcast episode, the host speaks with Arezo, described as the youngest Kundalini yoga teacher in the world at age 14 and the founder of Inspirezo, about her lifelong spiritual path and return to Judaism through Hasidus and Kabbalah. Arezo shares being introduced to meditation at age five, training in Kundalini at 13, and attending a militant Kundalini boarding school in India at 15 with 4:00 AM practices and seva, including washing temple floors before dawn. She reflects on seeking depth beyond superficial experiences, learning unity across traditions, and later discovering Kabbalah after a near-death illness in Tulum and a seemingly miraculous retreat encounter. They discuss discipline, simplicity, daily practices like hitbodedut, the meaning of desire in Kabbalah, and practical 40-day commitments to build spiritual momentum.00:00 Welcome and Guest Intro01:23 Early Meditation Path02:50 India Boarding School Lessons03:50 Dawn Prayer Parallels07:38 From Sikh Roots to Unity09:20 Coming Home to Kabbalah10:38 Tulum Illness and Retreat Miracle14:03 Desire and Daily Practice16:54 Grounded Spirituality and Netzach20:44 Why 40 Days Matters22:49 40 Day Challenge Ideas28:35 Closing Blessings and Next Steps

Kosher Astrology Deep Dive: Ayala’s Chart, Marriage, Israel, America & 2026–2031In this episode of Pure Podcast, Ayala welcomes back astrologer Yitzchok A. Pinkesz (Kosher Astro) to explore Jewish/kosher astrology, her personal birth chart, relationship compatibility, and the future of Israel and America.Ayala has Sun and Mercury in Leo, plus a lifelong grand fire trine (Leo–Sagittarius–Aries) tied to authenticity, leadership, and purpose. While she appears bold and expressive, her Scorpio Moon explains her private, shy emotional core. Yitzchok highlights her Venus–Neptune connection as a major creative and intuitive gift, with Saturn adding discipline—alongside potential perfectionism.They discuss timing techniques, including a 30-year lunar phase cycle: Ayala’s “new moon” began in 2009, her “full moon” peaked in 2023, and a “disseminating moon” phase in 2027 signals a period of sharing what she’s built. By 2031, Yitzchok describes a “tree bearing fruit” moment of visible impact.A rare Neptune transit to her natal Venus (2026–2028) marks a once-in-40-years creative and spiritual activation. Around 2031, major Sun–Saturn and Sun–Neptune themes suggest heightened authority, visibility, and dream-level influence.Ayala reflects on how past chart insights encouraged her to say yes to speaking opportunities and step into aligned connections at pivotal moments.Ayala (Leo) and her husband Josh (Pisces) are described as highly compatible. His Aries Venus and Mars (fire) harmonize with her Leo placements, while her Scorpio Moon resonates with his water energy. In synastry, his Venus connects to her North Node, and his Mercury aligns with her Jupiter—suggesting growth, chemistry, and shared expansion.In their composite chart, Yitzchok emphasizes Sun–Chiron and Sun–Uranus themes (healing and authenticity), plus Mercury–Saturn–Mars with the North Node—indicating a shared mission around serious, purposeful communication. Ayala connects this to their decision to publicly share their infertility journey after moving beyond its initial pain.Yitzchok explains that Israel carries strong Sun–Chiron themes of collective wounding and resilience. He connects October 7, 2023 to a major activation involving Israel’s Chiron and Moon, framing it as a traumatic event that catalyzed profound national shifts, including military actions against Hamas, Hezbollah, and tensions with Iran.For the United States, Yitzchok ties its founding to Uranus symbolism—freedom and revolution. He outlines the 84-year Uranus return cycle:1776 – Revolutionary War1860 – Civil War1944 – WWII-era division and unity2028 – Next Uranus returnHe connects the coming 2028 return to current polarization and rising antisemitism, emphasizing a collective choice: resolve divisions through unity rather than conflict.The episode ends with reflections on antisemitism, faith, and using astrology as a framework for growth and meaning. Yitzchok shares where to find him (KosherAstro.com, Instagram, YouTube, LinkedIn) and his book Kosher Astrology on Amazon.Overall, the conversation frames astrology not as fate, but as insight—offering perspective, responsibility, and hope for the years ahead (2026–2031 and beyond).-----------------------------------------------Kosher Astrology: A Jewish Guide To Celestial Wisdom is available on Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/dp/195237085X/Kosher Astrology website: https://kosherastro.com--------------------------------------------------

Transformational Conversations: Embracing Femininity and Spiritual Growth with Mary the ColoristIn this heartfelt episode of Pure Podcast, we sit down with Mary, an expert colorist who recently relocated from New York to Boca Raton, Florida. Mary shares her journey, from building her new salon 'Atara' to empowering her clients with beauty and confidence. Listen in as they discuss the significance of embracing femininity, managing challenges like fertility and menstrual cycles, and balancing personal and professional life. This inspiring conversation highlights the importance of self-care, spirituality, and breaking generational traumas to lead a fulfilling life. Get ready to feel motivated and empowered!00:00 Introduction to Pure Podcast00:04 Meet Mary: The Expert Colorist00:41 Starting a New Hair Salon: Atara02:20 Connecting Over Fertility Struggles03:14 Embracing Endometriosis and Periods05:41 Cultural Upbringings and Emotional Awareness11:42 Spiritual Awakening and Life's Mission18:23 Breaking Generational Trauma21:09 Navigating Hormonal Shifts and Motivation21:47 Embracing Imperfection and Feminine Energy22:52 Planning Around Your Cycle23:29 The Importance of Self-Care25:31 Spirituality and Emotional Awareness33:00 Redefining Happiness in Relationships38:38 Conclusion and Final Thoughts

In this heartfelt episode, Kenzi Locks, Director of Educational Development at Tikva, hosts a poignant discussion with Ayala and Josh Gross about their 15-year struggle with infertility. Ayala and Josh delve into their personal and emotional experiences, sharing the challenges, heartache, and unexpected moments of hope throughout their journey. They reflect on the strain infertility placed on their marriage, their individual emotional struggles, and how they eventually found support and understanding through the community and each other. The conversation also highlights Ayala's impactful work with Tikva's 'One Candle' program and her 'Pure Podcast,' which discusses issues related to infertility. This episode is a touching exploration of resilience, love, and the importance of community support in navigating the hardships of infertility.00:00 Introduction and Welcoming00:16 Meet Ayala and Josh Gross00:30 The One Candle Program01:02 Ayala's Personal Journey02:29 Josh's Perspective on Infertility03:04 The Emotional Toll of Infertility06:28 The Financial Strain of IVF11:28 Impact on Marriage and Intimacy12:35 Support and Community15:49 Facing Judgment and Finding Unity16:17 Divine Messengers and Common Enemies18:38 The Journey Through IVF19:05 Miracle Babies and Separation20:31 The Decision to Use the Frozen Embryo22:20 Sharing the Story of Infertility23:30 Emotional Support and Compassion26:38 Podcast and Community Engagement28:39 Final Thoughts and Future Plans

In this emotional episode of Pure Podcast, the Ayala sits down with her husband, Josh, to discuss their 15-year infertility journey filled with pain, spiritual struggles, and growth. They share their experiences from both the male and female perspectives, highlighting the often-overlooked emotional toll on men. Josh recounts how the infertility process affected his sense of masculinity, their roles within their marriage, and their spirituality. The couple provides valuable insights and advice for men supporting their partners through infertility, emphasizing the importance of emotional support and understanding. Tune in for an intimate conversation that sheds light on the often-unspoken challenges couples face during their fertility journey.00:00 Introduction and Episode Overview00:30 Meet My Husband, Josh00:46 Our 15-Year Infertility Journey01:43 The Emotional Toll on Men03:43 Dealing with Unexplained Infertility06:37 The Impact on Our Marriage and Roles08:08 Spiritual Struggles and Realizations12:22 Realizations and Reflections13:17 The Impact of Emotional Support14:17 Understanding Masculine and Feminine Roles14:42 The Energetic Exchange in Relationships16:24 The Importance of Genuine Giving21:49 Navigating Infertility Together25:30 Concluding Thoughts and Appreciation

We are joined by Brittney Hopper, an independent TV journalist and Jewish activist. Brittany shares her experiences covering major national events over nearly two decades, her current role as a regular contributor on Fox News, and her passion for Judaism and activism. Brittney discusses her upbringing in a Jewish household and her experience that solidified hey Jewish identify through Chabad. Her journey in journalism, and the challenges and risks of being outspoken about her Jewish identity and support for Israel. Brittany also touches on the balance between professional integrity and personal values, the impact of antisemitism, and the importance of maintaining Jewish traditions and community.00:00 Introduction and Guest Welcome00:23 Brittany Hopper's Career Journey01:04 Personal Life and Jewish Identity05:10 Activism and Challenges in Journalism09:13 Balancing Career and Personal Life09:28 Navigating Modern Media and Social Issues16:12 Psychology and Personal Growth19:58 Concerns About Education and Antisemitism22:36 Creating Our Own Institutions23:13 A Wake-Up Call for the Jewish Community24:01 Facing Antisemitism from All Sides24:40 The Role of Social Media in Spreading Hate25:39 The Importance of Jewish Unity and Identity27:05 Global Conflicts and Media Focus28:37 The Ignorance and Hypocrisy of Anti-Israel Sentiments33:30 Pride and Fear in Jewish Identity36:06 The Impact of Jewish Education and Upbringing40:25 Closing Thoughts and Reflections

My guest Michael Benmelah – a spiritual mentor, real estate agent, and inspirational figure in the Jewish community, discusses his transformative journey from a traditional Jewish upbringing in Venezuela and Miami to becoming a profound spiritual teacher and meditation guide. Michael shares his struggles, breakthroughs, and the evolution of his spirituality, including founding the influential Lighthouse Project, a hub for Torah learning, meditation, and higher consciousness. This episode delves into Michael’s influential encounters with Rabbi Nachman's teachings, his connection to Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan's works, and his vision for combining traditional Jewish teachings with contemporary methods of meditation and healing. Join the conversation to explore the intersections of faith, personal growth, and community transformation.00:00 Introduction to Pure Podcast00:31 Discovering Michael Ben Benmelah01:31 Michael's Early Life and Jewish Upbringing04:25 College Years and Spiritual Awakening07:20 Journey into Torah and Kosher Living12:42 Double Life in South Beach17:58 Founding the Lighthouse Project25:52 Expanding the Lighthouse Project38:30 Discovering Holy Chutzpah39:04 Finding a Rabbi and Spiritual Mentor41:24 The Lighthouse Project Journey42:22 Transition to Online Teaching During COVID44:00 Introduction to Meditation and Higher Consciousness46:21 The Elevation Project and Personal Growth01:11:36 The Future of the Lighthouse Project

Chef Olivia Ostrow opens up about her life candidly, unfiltered & unapologeticly. From milking cows on a kibbutz in Israel to boldly making her mark in the hospitality word & her new Kosher Miami Beach Club. Olivia takes us on her fearless journey—from the trauma in her life that she turned into triumph, to the “country club” housewife life she left behind for a life of authenticity to pursue her passions. She’s bold, beautiful, brilliant, hilarious and no topic is off-limits— she teaches us how to actually pronounce those intimidating French luxury brands, and she proves that being a female Jewish restaurant owner doesn’t mean playing by anyone’s rules but her own.Compliments to the chef. Merci beaucoup Olivia.

You win or you learn.Kindness instead of competition.You can do hard things.Practice makes better.You get what you get and you might get upset, and thats ok.Perception vs intention.

A Dream Reader, Artist, Led Worker, Energy Healer and Wig Lady meet on a mountain in Mexico....Hear how four Florida Jewish moms and met on the Rav Daniel Katz Elevation Meditation Retreat in Tepoztlán Mexico. Connecting to Gd, learning old meditative Kabbalah ways, learnt Chasidus and blew out of our bodies. (Spoiler Alert: with no dugs!)

Why things get worse befor they get better. The secret of desire, darkness and light and a tip at the end on how to time travel Kabalistically!