Small Medium at Large

In this final episode of Season four this is a thoughtfully curated collection of the moments that resonated most deeply this year—listener questions, guest conversations, and channelings from the Trinity. Together, these teachings explore how to strengthen your connection to spirit, navigate emotional lows, trust intuition, honor sensitivity, and care for your energy in changing times. The episode closes with a guided meditation and channeled blessing from Rebecca —a gift designed to help you integrate what you’ve received this season and anchor it into daily life as we continue creating more heaven on earth.

Are unhealthy relationships always rooted in childhood wounds? Do life lessons ever really end? And what happens to our closest relationships as we heal and evolve?In this listener-led episode, Rebecca answers powerful questions about relationships, soul growth, self-love, codependency, parenting, and spiritual alignment. She explores when a relationship is truly misaligned versus when it’s simply part of our soul’s growth, how boundaries are an act of spiritual maturity, and why not every painful dynamic needs to be traced back to the past.Rebecca also shares spirit-guided insight on soul contracts, evolving partnerships, healing generational patterns, soulmate connections, and how to love yourself in real, embodied ways beyond positive self-talk. This episode is a compassionate reminder that growth doesn’t require perfection — just presence, discernment, and the courage to honor where you are now.Books mentioned:Journey of Souls by Michael NewtonDestiny of Souls by Michael NewtonMany Lives, Many Masters by Brian WeissWhat's Your Heaven? by Rebecca Rosen

In this listener-driven episode of Small Medium at Large, Rebecca explores why the same relationship patterns, karmic lessons, and soul themes keep showing up in our lives—and what Spirit wants us to do when they do. From repeating personality dynamics and soulmate timing to free will, cord-cutting, generational karma, and knowing when a soul contract has completed, this episode offers grounded spiritual insight for navigating love, relationships, and personal growth. Rebecca breaks down how to recognize karmic loops, release what no longer serves, trust divine timing, and step into alignment so you can stop recycling old pain and start creating heaven on earth.Books Referenced in This Episode:What's Your Heaven?Spirited

In this episode of Small Medium at Large, Rebecca answers listener questions about boundaries, over-functioning, and the deep exhaustion that comes from always being the helper. She speaks directly to empaths, Enneagram Nines, and anyone who struggles with guilt, people-pleasing, or the urge to fix and save others—especially family members and children. Rebecca explores why setting boundaries can feel destabilizing, how to stay grounded when others react strongly to your growth, and how to step out of over-responsibility without abandoning love. Through spirit-led guidance and practical tools, she reminds us that boundaries aren’t about pushing people away—they’re about coming back to ourselves and creating healthier, more honest connections.Key TakeawaysBoundaries are an act of love, not punishment. You can care deeply about someone and still choose distance if the relationship is harming your well-being.Over-empathy often turns into over-responsibility. Just because you can carry something doesn’t mean it’s yours to carry.Guilt doesn’t mean you’re doing it wrong. Discomfort is often a sign you’re breaking old patterns, not failing at love.You are responsible to others, not for them. This is especially important when releasing the need to fix, save, or heal loved ones—including your children.Spirit can help you stay aligned. Inviting guidance, noticing body signals, and practicing energetic release can help you recognize when you’re slipping back into over-functioning.Books mentioned in this episode: What’s Your Heaven? by Rebecca Rosen Boundary Boss by Terry Cole Too Much by Terry ColeProgram mentioned:9 Lives: The Spirit of The Enneagram — Rebecca and her brother’s Enneagram program designed to combine spiritual insight with deep self-discovery work.

In this episode, Rebecca opens the space for a rare and powerful channeled transmission from the Trinity — a collective of higher-consciousness beings connected to divine source. Unlike mediumship, this channeling brings through universal wisdom meant to support anyone navigating awakening, alignment, and the shift into higher consciousness. The Trinity speaks directly to listeners about remembering their inner authority, releasing old programming, embracing the new earth frequency, and reclaiming their light. This message is an invitation to reconnect with your I AM presence, trust your soul path, and step into a more aligned, authentic way of being.

Rebecca sits down with her dear friend Gabrielle “Gabby” Bernstein to explore how Internal Family Systems (IFS) can help us pause, realign, and lead from Self—our calm, clear, compassionate inner guidance. They unpack the language of “parts” (managers and firefighters), why no part of us is “bad,” and how spiritual reparenting, journaling, and daily check-ins can transform codependency, people-pleasing, and over-functioning into presence, creativity, and faith. You’ll hear practical steps to build spiritual fitness, strengthen your intuitive channel, and move from fear to love—especially in uncertain times.Five Key Takeaways:IFS in plain English: We all carry “parts”—protector patterns from childhood (managers & firefighters). Healing is befriending them so Self-energy (calm, clear, courageous, compassionate) can lead.No bad parts: Addictions, control, people-pleasing, and dissociation are exhausted protectors trying to keep us safe. When they feel your compassion, they relax and transform.The Four-Step Check-In: 1) Choose to check in, not check out. 2) Get curious (where is it in the body? what thoughts/sensations?). 3) Compassionately ask the part, “What do you need?” 4) Check for the “C-qualities” of Self. Rinse and repeat.Spiritual fitness = clear channel: As protectors soften, intuition strengthens. Self-energy opens creativity, childlike joy, and clearer guidance from spirit and your guides.Reparenting in practice: Weekly IFS therapy, simple daily check-ins, and journaling (“let it out”/“rage on the page”) are grounded ways to move from codependency to sovereignty and stay steady in shifting times.

Rebecca and energy healer Jakki Leonardini-Smith unpack what it means to be a sensitive soul—and how to actually care for your energy. They explore the four kinds of sensitivity (emotional, energetic, sensory, intuitive), why regulation and self-awareness go hand-in-hand, and simple tools to “call your energy back,” set compassionate boundaries, and shift from shadow to light. You’ll learn a color-based practice (gold, green, royal blue, neon blue, and copper) to cleanse, fill, and focus your field—plus a five-minute daily routine you can use anytime to get grounded, connected, and protected.Key points:Observe, don’t absorb: First ask, “Does this energy belong to me?” If not, send it out and call your energy back.Self-care = self-aware: Fragmentation from over-absorbing creates anxiety; centering restores coherence and calm.Quick reset: Three deep breaths + the declaration “Any energy not mine must leave now” can instantly shift your state.Color medicine:Gold (divinity/love) to fill; Green (creative earth) to expand; Royal Blue to purify; Neon/Electric Blue for clarity; Copper/Earth to ground.Bonus: Christ-force “blue flame” for strength, forgiveness, and steady boundaries.5-minute daily practice: Run a golden rod down the spine, create a golden vortex to clear, call your energy into a golden sun (then orange to purify), say your name three times, and set a simple intention for the day.

In this solo episode, Rebecca reframes “selfish” as sacred, making the case that real self-care is energetic responsibility—not ego. She shares how depletion shows up (irritability, resentment, leaks in our energy) and offers simple daily practices to refill your cup, strengthen boundaries, and reconnect with your true self so you can live—and give—from alignment.Five key takeawaysSacred selfishness ≠ ego: Choosing yourself first is devotion to spirit within and benefits everyone around you.From depletion to devotion: Burnout is a signal; daily micro-rituals (even 5–10 minutes) keep your cup full.Energetic hygiene basics: Try “run your energy,” shower-as-light cleanse, cord cutting with Archangel Michael, and a golden bubble of protection.Boundaries without guilt: If it’s not a full-body yes, it may be a sacred no—or a pause. “Pause, feel, respond” > people-pleasing.Solo soul time: Nature walks, journaling, and meditation recharge your “soul battery” and make intuition clearer.

In this episode, Rebecca unpacks one of the most overlooked parts of spiritual growth: the descent before the ascent. She explains why shadow work, ego death, and ascension symptoms are not signs of failure but essential stages of our evolution. Rebecca shares how to recognize and move through these intense phases with compassion, practical tools, and divine support, reminding us that the messy middle is what prepares us for expansion into our truest, most radiant selves.Key Points:The descent is sacred — True ascension requires facing our shadows, not bypassing them.Shadow work = soul work — Repressed emotions and old beliefs must be integrated, not denied, for authentic wholeness.Ascension symptoms are real — Physical, emotional, and energetic shifts (like fatigue, mood swings, or strange dreams) often signal spiritual expansion.Ego death feels intense but leads to rebirth — Shedding outdated identities and roles opens the doorway to higher consciousness.Grounding practices help — Tools like barefoot grounding, breathwork, EFT tapping, affirmations, hydration, and play support the process.

In this Q&A episode, Rebecca answers your most asked questions about connecting with your team in spirit, recognizing signs, and trusting your intuition. She shares practical ways to deepen your awareness, explains how to tell the difference between regular dreams and true visitations, and offers encouragement for those moments when you feel disconnected. Whether you’re just starting out or looking to strengthen your spiritual practice, this conversation will help you feel more supported and guided in daily life.

In this Q&A episode, Rebecca answers a listener’s question about how to make time for self-care while juggling kids, work, and daily responsibilities. Drawing on spiritual guidance and personal experience—including a story about Gandhi—Rebecca explains why self-care must come first, not last. She shares practical tools to help you ground your energy, connect with Source, and set daily intentions. You’ll also hear simple ways to manage sleep challenges, release guilt, and maintain energetic boundaries. Rebecca closes with a calming tapping technique that even young kids can learn. This episode is a guide to staying centered, even when life feels full.

This season of Small Medium at Large, Rebecca explores the true meaning of self-care and self-love—not just surface-level practices, but the deeper spiritual work of setting boundaries, protecting your energy, and honoring yourself. Through personal stories, Spirit channelings, listener Q&A, and inspiring guest conversations, Rebecca guides you on how these practices connect to the ascension process and help you align with a higher path of peace, joy, and flow.

In this episode of Small Medium at Large, Rebecca welcomes her brother, Dr. Baruch "B" HaLevi, for an insightful conversation on soul contracts, the Enneagram, and their collaborative Nine Lives program. They discuss the significance of the Enneagram as an ancient tool for self-discovery and spiritual growth, how it intersects with their personal and professional lives, and its practical applications in relationships and business. Rebecca and Baruch share personal anecdotes, provide practical advice on navigating life using the Enneagram, and emphasize the importance of understanding and fulfilling one's soul contract.Key Points:Understanding the Enneagram: Baruch explains the Enneagram as an ancient roadmap for navigating life's complexities, combining spiritual and intellectual elements.Personal Reflections: Both Rebecca and Baruch share how the Enneagram has impacted their lives, providing them with a framework for understanding themselves and their reactions.Soul Contracts: Rebecca delves into the concept of soul contracts, their connection to the Akashic Records, and how understanding these contracts can guide personal growth and decision-making.Practical Applications: They discuss the practical use of the Enneagram in relationships, parenting, and business, highlighting its role in improving communication and fostering understanding.The Nine Lives Program: Introduction and explanation of their Nine Lives program, which integrates the Enneagram with the concept of soul contracts to help individuals fulfill their spiritual purposes.Testimonials and Real-Life Examples: Baruch shares examples of how understanding the Enneagram has helped clients, including family dynamics and organizational settings.Resources and Further Learning: Information on where listeners can find more about the Nine Lives program, individual counseling, and other resources offered by Rebecca and Baruch.FEATURED TOOLS AND RESOURCES:9 Lives: The Spirit of The EnneagramMeditation Series for calling back energyWhat's Your Heaven? by Rebecca