38 | Play The Tape Through

38 | Play The Tape Through

From Alive Again by iHeartPodcasts

January 13, 2026 · 43 min · Season 1 · Episode 38

About this episode

Brooke Knisley shares her journey of recovery from a traumatic brain injury and the lessons learned about life and decision-making.

At UC Santa Cruz, Brooke Knisley fell more than twenty feet from a redwood while drinking and spent ten days in a coma. What followed was the long, messy work of living with a traumatic brain injury: double vision, memory gaps, relearning daily life, and building white-board systems to keep moving forward. With sharp humor and hard-won clarity, Brooke traces the shift from bar fights and self-numbing to therapy, sobriety, and a steadier kindness toward herself and others—learning to “play the tape through,” when making decisions, and to find joy in the small moments. Brooke is a talented freelance writer specializing in humor, personal essays, and reporting on disability, mental health, and culture. To read more of Brooks insightful and engaging work, visit her website: https://www.brookeknisley.com/ Contains traumatic brain injury/coma, alcohol misuse, and a reference to sexual assault. Listener discretion advised. Story Producer: Nicholas Tecosky If you have a transformative near-death experience to share, we’d love to hear your story! Please email us at aliveagainproject@gmail.com We’d love to hear your story!  See omnystudio.com/listener for…

People in this episode

Guest: Brooke Knisley

Topics covered

  • traumatic brain injury
  • sobriety
  • personal growth
  • mental health
  • humor
  • decision making

Keywords

  • traumatic brain injury
  • coma
  • alcohol misuse
  • therapy
  • sobriety
  • personal essays
  • mental health
  • decision making

Mentioned in this episode

Organizations: UC Santa Cruz, iHeartPodcasts, aliveagainproject@gmail.com

Books & works: https://www.brookeknisley.com/

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