084. Create It, Not In The Future, But Now

About this episode

This episode encourages listeners to embrace their audacious creative visions and confront the fears associated with them.

My intention inside this episode is to remind you of that big, juicy, audacious creative vision that is all your own. That desire commensurate with the expanse of your power. That idea, project or offer that only feels intimidating because it is a threat to colonial order and the colonized part of us might be sacred of it. As it should be, but let’s rest in the fact that this is natural and impermanent. Just like fear is an indication of desire, so is the avoidance of our own audacity. Avoidance is different than procrastination. We procrastinate on certain tasks, because the stakes are usually low. We avoid our audacity, because the stakes are higher than they’ve ever been. Sometimes we avoid answering the call of our audacious desire because we know it will demand the sort of transformation that changes everything and perhaps that is entirely the point. Resources Learn More and Enroll Into the Laboratory of Erotic Engineering to Join Us Inside the Upcoming Workshop, "Create It, Not In The Future, But Now": https://www.seedaschool.com/lab Subscribe to the Seeda School Substack: ⁠https://seedaschool.substack.com/⁠ Follow Ayana on Instagram: ⁠⁠@ayzaco⁠⁠ Follow Ayana on…

People in this episode

Host: Ayana

Topics covered

• creativity
• audacity
• transformation
• colonial order
• desire

Keywords

• creativity
• audacity
• transformation
• fear
• desire
• colonial order

Mentioned in this episode

Organizations: Seeda School

Books & works: Laboratory of Erotic Engineering

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