Healed-ish
by Jubilee Dawn
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99. Hell Houses: How a Church Convinced a 10-Year-Old She Was Dead
Oct 16, 2026
50m 33s
98. Working Under a False Prophet: Shawn Bolz (Johnny's Story)
Oct 13, 2026
1h 40m 33s
97. Dear Daddy God.... (Hannah Beck's Story)
Oct 6, 2026
1h 01m 40s
96. Gold Dust, Healings & Bad Evidence: Finger of God | Cringe Rewatch
Oct 2, 2026
1h 20m 31s
95. Faith Over Family: Escaping Jehovah’s Witnesses: Part 2 (Ben’s Story)
Sep 29, 2026
49m 10s
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| 10/16/26 | 99. Hell Houses: How a Church Convinced a 10-Year-Old She Was Dead | When Amanda was just 10 years old, a friend invited her to what she thought was a haunted house. Instead, she found herself inside a terrifying staged experience where she was told she died in a car accident, attended her own funeral, and was taken to “hell.”The worst part? She genuinely believed she was dead.After seeing her viral video, I invited Amanda to share what happened inside that Hell House and how the experience affected her. We talk about the world of Hell Houses / Judgment Houses, where graphic depictions of death, punishment, and eternal damnation are shown in hopes to scare kids into salvation.-Amanda’s Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@amandabman-Patreon:https://www.patreon.com/c/TheOvershareHourFollow for more: Jubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns Jubilee’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns Healed-ish TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast Healed-ish IG: https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast Apply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8 | 50m 33s | ||||||
| 10/13/26 | 98. Working Under a False Prophet: Shawn Bolz (Johnny's Story) | Johnny spent more than a decade involved with Expression58, a charismatic church in Los Angeles where he thought he had found something beautiful: a creative community, a sense of purpose, and eventually a career in ministry. Along the way, he worked under prominent prophetic minister Shawn Bolz.Johnny shares what it was like to work with Shawn from inside the charismatic world, the cracks that eventually began to form, and what happened when he started questioning the beliefs and ministry culture he had once trusted. We talk about the controversy surrounding Shawn’s prophetic words, Johnny’s own deconstruction, and where his beliefs have landed today.-Johnny’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/johnnygiovati/-Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/HealedishFollow for more: Jubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns Jubilee’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns Healed-ish TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast Healed-ish IG: https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast Apply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8 | 1h 40m 33s | ||||||
| 10/6/26 | 97. Dear Daddy God.... (Hannah Beck's Story) | Comedian Hannah Beck joins me to unpack the lore behind her viral “Dear Daddy God” series, where she reads entries from her extremely religious childhood journals. From judging her friends for watching Glee (while watching it herself for “research”) to practicing kissing with her best friend for their future husbands, who she later realized was absolutely her crush, we’re getting the stories behind the journals. Hannah also shares how her parents joined a strict religious denomination and how it shaped her faith, school years, and the girl who once began every journal entry with “Dear Daddy God-Hannah’s Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@hannahbeckcomedyHannah’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/hannahbeckcomedy/Hannah’s Comedy: https://hannahbeckcomedy.comHannah’s Podcast: https://open.spotify.com/show/3qE6BxlVULLxWli5n6e2BL-Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/HealedishFollow for more: Jubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns Jubilee’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns Healed-ish TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast Healed-ish IG: https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast Apply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8 | 1h 01m 40s | ||||||
| 10/2/26 | 96. Gold Dust, Healings & Bad Evidence: Finger of God | Cringe Rewatch | This documentary literally helped convince me to go to Bethel. 😂 Finger of God follows filmmaker Darren Wilson as he searches for evidence that God is still performing supernatural miracles today. This includes healings, gold dust and gold teeth.At the time, Anna and I were completely captivated by it. So, years later and on the other side of deconstruction, we decided to watch it again. We’re revisiting the miracle claims, the “evidence” we once found convincing, and all the things we somehow never questioned.Does it hold up? Absolutely not. Welcome to Cringe Rewatch.Anna’s Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@awna1997?lang=en-Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/HealedishFollow for more: Jubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns Jubilee’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns Healed-ish TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast Healed-ish IG: https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast Apply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8 | 1h 20m 31s | ||||||
| 9/29/26 | 95. Faith Over Family: Escaping Jehovah’s Witnesses: Part 2 (Ben’s Story) | CW: Conversion therapy, homophobia, suicidal ideation, religious abuseBen was raised as a Jehovah’s Witness, where strict rules, purity culture, and the threat of shunning shaped his life. After coming to terms with being gay, he was forced into a “study” that turned into conversion therapy and ultimately found himself homeless and without the support of his family. Today, his parents have cut contact because of their faith, but Ben has built a beautiful life on the other side. He shares his journey through deconstruction, therapy, healing, and finding love after leaving the religion that once controlled his life.-Ben’s Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@bentheexjwBen’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/b3ngibb0ns-Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/HealedishFollow for more: Jubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns Jubilee’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns Healed-ish TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast Healed-ish IG: https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast Apply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8 | 49m 10s | ||||||
| 9/29/26 | 94. Faith Over Family: Escaping Jehovah’s Witnesses: Part 1 (Ben’s Story) | CW: Conversion therapy, homophobia, suicidal ideation, religious abuseBen was raised as a Jehovah’s Witness, where strict rules, purity culture, and the threat of shunning shaped his life. After coming to terms with being gay, he was forced into a “study” that turned into conversion therapy and ultimately found himself homeless and without the support of his family. Today, his parents have cut contact because of their faith, but Ben has built a beautiful life on the other side. He shares his journey through deconstruction, therapy, healing, and finding love after leaving the religion that once controlled his life.-Ben’s Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@bentheexjwBen’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/b3ngibb0ns-Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/HealedishFollow for more: Jubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns Jubilee’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns Healed-ish TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast Healed-ish IG: https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast Apply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8 | 1h 19m 37s | ||||||
| 9/22/26 | 93. Inside Campus Crusade for Christ: Cru (Rachel’s Story) | Rachel didn't grow up religious, but after being introduced to church through a friend, Christianity eventually became her entire world. In college, she joined Campus Crusade for Christ (now Cru) and ultimately turned ministry into a full-time career. Rachel shares the cracks she began to see from the inside, why the organization started to feel increasingly culty, and the deconstruction that followed. Today, Rachel (@psychedwithrachel) is a licensed therapist in Pasadena, California specializing in working with queer folks and those who have experienced religious trauma.-Rachel’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/psychedwithrachel/Rachel's Website: https://psychedtherapy.co/Rachel’s Links:https://beacons.ai/psychedwithrachel-Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/HealedishFollow for more: Jubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns Jubilee’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns Healed-ish TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast Healed-ish IG: https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast Apply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8 | 1h 21m 05s | ||||||
| 9/18/26 | 92. Captivating: Cringe Book Club | Cringe Book Club has officially arrived to Healed-ish! If you’ve seen the series on my TikTok, you know where this is going: we’re revisiting the Christian books that shaped how many of us thought about faith, relationships, gender, sex, and ourselves, and asking... what exactly were we reading?!Abigail & I are kicking things off with Captivating by John and Stasi Eldredge, the bestselling Christian book that taught a generation of women that our deepest desires are to be romanced, play an irreplaceable role in a great adventure, and unveil our beauty. From gender roles and purity culture to beauty, marriage, trauma, and what it supposedly means to be a woman, we’re going back through it all with fresh eyes.-Abigail’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/fabigailinsta/Abigail’s Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@fabigail11Readirect Podcast: https://www.readirectpodcast.com-Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/HealedishFollow for more: Jubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns Jubilee’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns Healed-ish TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast Healed-ish IG: https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast Apply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8 | 52m 08s | ||||||
| 9/15/26 | 91. Growing up Seventh-Day Adventist (Melissa Duge Spiers' Story) | Melissa Duge Spiers grew up Seventh-day Adventist in a world shaped by strict rules, purity culture, and expectations of what it meant to be a good Christian woman. We talk about Ellen G. White and the beginnings of the Seventh-day Adventist Church, Melissa’s rebellion and eventual separation from her upbringing, and the devastating truth she later learned about her father. Melissa is the author of Holy Disobedience, a memoir about breaking free from harmful religious expectations and finding healing on the other side.-Melissa’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/the.glory.whole/Holy Disobedience:https://www.lakedrivebooks.com/books/holy-disobedienceMelissa’s Substack: https://substack.com/@melissadugespiers-Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/HealedishFollow for more: Jubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns Jubilee’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns Healed-ish TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast Healed-ish IG: https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast Apply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8 | 1h 18m 42s | ||||||
| 9/8/26 | youth campsmegachurch culture+3 | Ellie | megachurchHealed-ish+4 | — | youth campmegachurch+3 | — | 1h 18m 58s | ||
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| 9/4/26 | domestic violencereligious abuse+4 | Rihanna | Netflix | — | Mica MillerJP Miller+6 | — | 1h 07m 34s | ||
| 9/1/26 | conversion therapycoming out+3 | Timothy Schraeder Rodriguez | Exodus InternationalHillsong | — | conversion therapyHillsong+5 | — | 1h 20m 10s | ||
| 8/28/26 | body trustpurity culture+5 | Samantha Redondo | Samantha Redondo Therapy | — | body trustpurity culture+5 | — | 1h 13m 43s | ||
| 8/25/26 | puritycharismatic Christianity+4 | Rebecca | The New Evangelicals | — | rapture anxietypurity culture+4 | — | 1h 26m 02s | ||
| 8/18/26 | charismatic Christianitysexuality+4 | Katie Stone | Healed-ishPatreon+4 | — | ChristianityHollywood+6 | — | 54m 14s | ||
| 8/18/26 | charismatic Christianitysexuality+4 | Katie Stone | Healed-ishPatreon+4 | — | Christianityburlesque+6 | — | 59m 30s | ||
| 8/14/26 | youth pastorsevangelical culture+3 | Jeremy Steele | TiktokInstagram+2 | — | youth pastorsevangelical+3 | — | 46m 01s | ||
| 8/11/26 | liberation theologyqueer identity+3 | Ciarra | Harvard Divinity SchoolBerkeley+4 | — | queer identityliberation theology+3 | — | 47m 58s | ||
| 8/11/26 | liberation theologyqueer identity+3 | Ciarra | Harvard Divinity SchoolBerkeley+5 | — | queer identityliberation theology+3 | — | 1h 11m 35s | ||
| 8/4/26 | 80. YWAM, the Smartphone Prophet, and Bizarre Acts of Faith (Hannah's Story) | After taking a break from college, Hannah joined Youth With A Mission (YWAM), where she immersed herself in charismatic Christianity. In this episode, she shares what that environment was actually like. Speaking in tongues, faith healing, evangelism, and pressure to prove your faith through increasingly bizarre acts ... .including the time someone spit in her eyes in an attempt to heal her eyesight.Later, Hannah joined Shawn Bolz's church, Expression58. l Looking back, she reflects on prophetic culture, unmet expectations, and the slow process of deconstructing her faith while building a life rooted in authenticity instead of performance. -Hannah’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/hannahhigerd/-Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/HealedishFollow for more: Jubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns Jubilee’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns Healed-ish TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast Healed-ish IG: https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast Apply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8 | 1h 23m 35s | ||||||
| 7/28/26 | 79. From Amish to Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry (Jeffrey’s Story) | Jeff was raised in an Amish household before his family joined the Mennonite church. Years later, he found himself at Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry, hoping for a different kind of faith. Instead, his time there became the beginning of his deconstruction and his journey toward accepting himself.We talk about purity culture, being gay in conservative Christianity, Bethel, and the unexpected path that led him to healing-Jeffrey’s Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jeffreygingerichJeffrey’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jeffreygingerich_/-Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/HealedishFollow for more: Jubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns Jubilee’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns Healed-ish TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast Healed-ish IG: https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast Apply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8 | 1h 23m 04s | ||||||
| 7/21/26 | 78. The Voice, Deconstruction & Coming Out After Purity Culture (Jordan Rainer's Story) | Jordan Rainer (The Voice, Team Reba) joins me to share her journey from Southern Baptist purity culture to deconstruction. We talk about suppressing feelings, navigating a difficult marriage shaped by church advice, choosing divorce, coming out, and rebuilding relationships after leaving her faith. She also shares how she is telling her story through her newest music.-Jordan’s Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@thejordanrainerJordan’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/thejordanrainerJordan Rainer’s Newest Album: https://jordanrainer.bandcamp.com/album/the-outlaw-revival-Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/HealedishFollow for more: Jubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns Jubilee’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns Healed-ish TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast Healed-ish IG: https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast Apply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8 | 1h 14m 40s | ||||||
| 7/14/26 | 77. Everything Was A Punishment From God (Shelly's Story) | *CW* emotional abuse, suicidal ideation, parentificationShelly grew up believing that every hardship had a spiritual explanation. After her parents' dramatic conversion to Christianity, they were convinced that her health problems were punishment for her mother's past, and later blamed Shelly's own suffering on her sin. As she navigated parentification, the loss of her brother after he was kicked out, and eventually a high-control ministry she had to secretly flee, Shelly spent years trying to earn love that always seemed conditional.In this episode, we talk about religious trauma, deconstruction, chronic illness, high control ministries, setting boundaries with family, and why going no contact ultimately became the healthiest decision she ever made. -Shelly’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/thetangledandtrue/Shelly’s Substack: https://thetangledandtrue.substack.com/-Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/HealedishFollow for more: Jubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns Jubilee’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns Healed-ish TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast Healed-ish IG: https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast Apply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8 | 1h 49m 05s | ||||||
| 7/7/26 | 76. The Bible Led Me To Atheism | Eve Was Framed (Promise's Story) | Promise, known as Eve Was Framed, was raised in charismatic Christianity where speaking in tongues, prophecy, mission trips, and supernatural experiences were a normal part of life. She eventually attended Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry (BSSM) and expected her faith to continue growing.But when Promise began studying the Bible more deeply in hopes of answering questions from her atheist friends, she instead found herself wrestling with passages and beliefs that no longer made sense to her. In this episode, we discuss charismatic Christianity, BSSM, deconstruction, becoming an atheist, and her new book, Gospel of Lies. We also talk about what it looks like to walk away from toxic beliefs while helping others navigate their own deconstruction journeys.-Promise’s Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@eve_wasframedPromise’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/eve_wasframedGospel of Lies: https://medialabbooks.com/products/9781964487557_gospel-of-lies-Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/HealedishFollow for more: Jubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns Jubilee’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns Healed-ish TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast Healed-ish IG: https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast Apply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8 | 1h 27m 10s | ||||||
| 6/30/26 | 75. My Youth Pastor Dad Had an “Affair”... At Least, That’s What They Told Me (Carley’s Story) | Carley grew up as the daughter of a youth pastor and has many fond memories of church, faith, and family. But when she was young, her parents sat her down and told her that her father had an emotional affair and would be leaving the church. Little else was said, and life moved on.Years later, Carley discovered that the truth was far more complicated. In this episode, she shares what it was like to uncover that her father had groomed and been inappropriate with a minor for years, the difficult conversations that followed, and how speaking with the victim changed her understanding of her family's story.-Carley’s Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@carleyymaeCarley’s Photography: https://www.instagram.com/carleymaephotography/?hl=en-Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/HealedishFollow for more: Jubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns Jubilee’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns Healed-ish TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast Healed-ish IG: https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast Apply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8 | 1h 36m 15s | ||||||
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Chart history for Healed-ish
Peaked at #38 in Sweden, currently #38 in Sweden.
| Market | Genre | Peak | Current | Trend |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| Sweden | — | #38 | #38 | — |
| South Africa | — | #55 | #55 | — |
| IS | — | #65 | #65 | — |
| KE | — | #77 | #77 | — |
| New Zealand | — | #81 | #81 | — |
| RO | — | #84 | #84 | — |
| Denmark | — | #93 | #93 | — |
| United States | — | #103 | #103 | — |
| Ireland | — | #149 | #149 | — |
| Australia | — | #164 | #164 | — |
| CL | — | #170 | #170 | — |
Chart Positions
11 placements across 11 markets.
Chart Positions
11 placements across 11 markets.