Totally Wholesome (Not Dirty) Podcast

.Somehow this episode starts with me checking for a booger… and ends with a full-blown existential spiral about therapy, creative burnout, and why editing your own book is psychological warfare.Welcome back to The Totally Wholesome (Not Dirty) Podcast—where I overshare, self-reflect, and occasionally bully myself into personal growth.This week, I’m talking about:finishing Book 2 (!!) and immediately questioning everything about Book 1the very real post-accomplishment crash (hello dopamine hangover)therapy, healing, and actually using the tools instead of just collecting themcreative burnout, perfectionism, and learning how to write for readers instead of just my chaotic brainboxing, breathing (apparently optional??), and why I might just be bad at being a human with lungsunhinged Alexa behavior, scam emails, and the absolute audacity of the internetPLUS: I answer fan questions about trust, boundaries, weed vs. no weed brain, relationships, and navigating life as a chaotic-but-healing adult.It’s messy. It’s honest. It’s a little unhinged. It’s me.💌 Want to be part of the show?Send me your questions, confessions, bad decisions, or “please tell me what the hell I’m doing” moments:📞 Leave a voicemail: (702) 900-6446📧 Email: twndpodcast@gmail.com(Anonymous or named—your chaos, your choice.)socials:https://www.instagram.com/twndpodcasthttps://www.twitter.com/twndpodcastYouTube: https://bit.ly/TWNDsubscribePATREON for ad-free: https://bit.ly/TWNDpatreonMERCH: dirtbagdepot.dashery.comMolly’s Linkshttps://www.instagram.com/thisredheadissfwhttps://www.tiktok.com/@leavemollyaloneTHANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORSPeep Show Toys! code TWND and my special link: https://bit.ly/PeepTWNDBrim Reapers, code TWND20 to save or use our link: https://bit.ly/TWND20BRJerkmate. : bit.ly/jerkTWNDGetSoul! code “TWND” for 30% off https://bit.ly/GetSoulTWNDFUM! Use code TWND at https://bit.ly/FumTWNDHoney Play Box: https://bit.ly/HoneyPlayTWNDGeeky S*x Toys code TWND10 to save 10% at https://bit.ly/twnd10GEEKYMusic by: GANTASMO (@gantasmo) • Instagram photos and videos

This week I spiral (professionally) with the incredible Sophia Locke and producer Jonathan Wyndham about what it actually looks like to pivot from adult industry chaos into making a real, legit music album without losing your mind (or your brand). We get into creator identity, authenticity, contracts that feel like signing your soul away, and why sharing your art is somehow scarier than being naked on the internet. We talk OnlyFans vs. artistry, fanbases that grow with you, the pressure to prove you’re more than one thing, and how creativity evolves when you finally let yourself be seen beyond the persona. Plus, obviously, we derail into wildly unhinged industry stories because this is still my podcast and I have no self-control.☎️ Leave me a voicemail: 702-900-6446💌 Email your stories/questions: twndpodcast@gmail.com⭐ Rate, review, and leave a comment so the algorithm fears us properly.SUPPORT SOPHIA'S ALBUM! https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/sophiavincent/sophia-vincents-first-album?ref=user-menuSophia Locke & Jonathan Wyndhamhttps://www.instagram.com/_sophialocke_https://www.instagram.com/jonathanwyndhamhttps://www.instagram.com/sophiavincentmusicTHANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORSSupport the show you love so we can keep bringing you episodes! Peep Show Toys! Luxury feel, strong vibrations, & so much more: Use code TWND and my special link: https://bit.ly/PeepTWNDBrim Reapers, friends of the pod, have amazing hats for your cranium! Use our code TWND20 to save or use our link: https://bit.ly/TWND20BRExperience the community of Jerkmate. Sign up through our link to help the pod & yourself to an eyeful: bit.ly/jerkTWNDRelax & Recharge with GetSoul! Ships to USA! Use my code “TWND” for 30% off or use my link: https://bit.ly/GetSoulTWNDTurn a bad habit into a good one with FUM! Use code TWND at https://bit.ly/FumTWNDBring pleasure right to your door. Check out our friends at Honey Play Box: https://bit.ly/HoneyPlayTWNDGeeky S*x Toys has everything to fulfill your fantasy from lightsabers to colorful tentacles! Use code TWND10 to save 10% at https://bit.ly/twnd10GEEKYMusic by: GANTASMO (@gantasmo) • Instagram photos and videos

I accidentally time-traveled a whole week, had a full existential gratitude spiral, debated AI clones of myself, roasted unhinged voicemails, and somehow turned picking my face into a life lesson about stepping back from chaos… so yeah, we’re thriving. ✨Call in and be part of the show:📞 Voicemail: 702-900-6446💌 Email: [twndpodcast@gmail.com](mailto:twndpodcast@gmail.com)Welcome to The Totally Wholesome (Not Dirty) Podcast — where sex work meets self work and we laugh through the chaos one inappropriate joke at a time.socials:https://www.instagram.com/twndpodcasthttps://www.twitter.com/twndpodcast🔔 SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube: https://bit.ly/TWNDsubscribe PATREON for ad-free, BTS, & more: https://bit.ly/TWNDpatreonMERCH: dirtbagdepot.dashery.comMolly’s Linkshttps://www.instagram.com/thisredheadissfwhttps://www.tiktok.com/@leavemollyalone THANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORS Support the show you love so we can keep bringing you episodes!Peep Show Toys! Luxury feel, strong vibrations, & so much more: Use code TWND and my special link: https://bit.ly/PeepTWNDBrim Reapers, friends of the pod, have amazing hats for your cranium! Use our code TWND20 to save or use our link: https://bit.ly/TWND20BRExperience the community of Jerkmate. Sign up through our link to help the pod & yourself to an eyeful: bit.ly/jerkTWNDRelax & Recharge with GetSoul! Ships to USA! Use my code “TWND” for 30% off or use my link: https://bit.ly/GetSoulTWND Turn a bad habit into a good one with FUM! Use code TWND at https://bit.ly/FumTWNDBring pleasure right to your door. Check out our friends at Honey Play Box: https://bit.ly/HoneyPlayTWNDGeeky S*x Toys has everything to fulfill your fantasy from lightsabers to colorful tentacles! Use code TWND10 to save 10% at https://bit.ly/twnd10GEEKYMusic by: GANTASMO (@gantasmo) • Instagram photos and videos

In this solo episode of The Totally Wholesome (Not Dirty) Podcast, I’m getting real about coming home from Australia, rediscovering my creative drive, and finding peace in isolation, writing, and personal growth.From chaotic nail salon encounters and yelling at deaf dogs, to reflections on mental health, aging, social media burnout, and surviving toxic relationships — this episode is funny, raw, reflective, and deeply honest.This episode is for anyone who feels overwhelmed, burned out, misunderstood, or ready for their next chapter.If you love unfiltered storytelling, dark humor, healing journeys, and chaotic introspection — this one’s for you.💌 Send me your stories & questions: twndpodcast@gmail.com📞 Leave me a voicemail: (702) 900-6446🔔 Subscribe for new episodes👍 Like, comment, and share if this hit home💬 Let me know your favorite moment belowsocials:https://www.instagram.com/twndpodcasthttps://www.twitter.com/twndpodcast🔔 SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube: https://bit.ly/TWNDsubscribe PATREON for ad-free, BTS, & more: https://bit.ly/TWNDpatreonMERCH: https://bit.ly/TWNDmerchMolly’s Linkshttps://www.instagram.com/thisredheadissfwhttps://www.tiktok.com/@leavemollyaloneTHANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORS Support the show you love so we can keep bringing you episodes!Peep Show Toys! Luxury feel, strong vibrations, & so much more: Use code TWND and my special link: https://bit.ly/PeepTWNDBrim Reapers, friends of the pod, have amazing hats for your cranium! Use our code TWND20 to save or use our link: https://bit.ly/TWND20BRExperience the community of Jerkmate. Sign up through our link to help the pod & yourself to an eyeful: bit.ly/jerkTWNDRelax & Recharge with GetSoul! Ships to USA! Use my code “TWND” for 30% off or use my link: https://bit.ly/GetSoulTWND Turn a bad habit into a good one with FUM! Use code TWND at https://bit.ly/FumTWNDBring pleasure right to your door. Check out our friends at Honey Play Box: https://bit.ly/HoneyPlayTWNDGeeky S*x Toys has everything to fulfill your fantasy from lightsabers to colorful tentacles! Use code TWND10 to save 10% at https://bit.ly/twnd10GEEKYProduced by: David Warne Follow David on Instagram! https://www.instagram.com/warne.dMusic by: GANTASMO (@gantasmo) • Instagram photos and videos

This week I’m joined by Uncle Kyle and Sweet Derek from the Naturals Podcast, and somehow we end up talking about porn habits, dopamine, mental health, petty revenge, cursed algorithms, HOA drama, and why I’ve been collecting gnomes for years out of pure spite.If you like uncensored comedy podcasts, dark humor, honest mental health talk, internet culture spirals, and stories that escalate way too far — this one’s for you.Got a story to share?📧 twndpodcast@gmail.com🎙 702-900-6446 (voicemails welcome)Anonymous submissions encouraged. Chaos appreciated.socials:https://www.instagram.com/twndpodcasthttps://www.twitter.com/twndpodcast🔔 SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube: https://bit.ly/TWNDsubscribe PATREON for ad-free, BTS, & more: https://bit.ly/TWNDpatreonMERCH: https://bit.ly/TWNDmerchMolly’s Linkshttps://www.instagram.com/thisredheadissfwhttps://www.tiktok.com/@leavemollyalone THANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORS Support the show you love so we can keep bringing you episodes!Peep Show Toys! Luxury feel, strong vibrations, & so much more: Use code TWND and my special link: https://bit.ly/PeepTWNDBrim Reapers, friends of the pod, have amazing hats for your cranium! Use our code TWND20 to save or use our link: https://bit.ly/TWND20BRExperience the community of Jerkmate. Sign up through our link to help the pod & yourself to an eyeful: bit.ly/jerkTWNDRelax & Recharge with GetSoul! Ships to USA! Use my code “TWND” for 30% off or use my link: https://bit.ly/GetSoulTWND Turn a bad habit into a good one with FUM! Use code TWND at https://bit.ly/FumTWNDBring pleasure right to your door. Check out our friends at Honey Play Box: https://bit.ly/HoneyPlayTWNDGeeky S*x Toys has everything to fulfill your fantasy from lightsabers to colorful tentacles! Use code TWND10 to save 10% at https://bit.ly/twnd10GEEKYMusic by: GANTASMO (@gantasmo) • Instagram photos and videos

This week’s solo episode of The Totally Wholesome (Not Dirty) Podcast is… chaos in its purest, most honest form — just the way we like it. I go full stream-of-consciousness: nicotine cravings, handstand delusions, social media rants, holiday misery, brain chemistry, betrayal, boundaries, gift-giving insanity, and why I might actually be the human embodiment of the Grinch.📞 Leave me a voicemail: 702-900-6446📧 Email me: twndpodcast@gmail.comYour messages genuinely shape the show — so send them. I want to hear you.Thanks for being here, thanks for consuming my chaos, and thanks for keeping this Grinch adjacent podcast alive through the most unhinged time of the year.socials:https://www.instagram.com/twndpodcasthttps://www.twitter.com/twndpodcast🔔 SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube: https://bit.ly/TWNDsubscribe PATREON for ad-free, BTS, & more: https://bit.ly/TWNDpatreonMERCH: https://bit.ly/TWNDmerchMolly’s Linkshttps://www.instagram.com/thisredheadissfwhttps://www.tiktok.com/@leavemollyalone THANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORS Support the show you love so we can keep bringing you episodes!Peep Show Toys! Luxury feel, strong vibrations, & so much more: Use code TWND and my special link: https://bit.ly/PeepTWNDBrim Reapers, friends of the pod, have amazing hats for your cranium! Use our code TWND20 to save or use our link: https://bit.ly/TWND20BRExperience the community of Jerkmate. Sign up through our link to help the pod & yourself to an eyeful: bit.ly/jerkTWNDRelax & Recharge with GetSoul! Ships to USA! Use my code “TWND” for 30% off or use my link: https://bit.ly/GetSoulTWND Turn a bad habit into a good one with FUM! Use code TWND at https://bit.ly/FumTWNDBring pleasure right to your door. Check out our friends at Honey Play Box: https://bit.ly/HoneyPlayTWNDGeeky S*x Toys has everything to fulfill your fantasy from lightsabers to colorful tentacles! Use code TWND10 to save 10% at https://bit.ly/twnd10GEEKYMusic by: GANTASMO (@gantasmo) • Instagram photos and videos

This week, I dive into pure chaos — painting on my rage lips, questioning my entire life while stress-shopping online, and realizing that half my friendships have “expired” like the shopping carts I never check out. 🛒💅I talk about burnout, creative obsession, learning to adapt when life refuses to slow down, and yes… the tragic slander against candy corn. Somewhere between self-reflection and sugar highs, I might’ve found a little peace (or maybe just another shopping cart).💌 Send your thoughts & chaos: twndpodcast@gmail.com📞 Leave me a voicemail (my fave!): 702-900-6446SHOW DESCRIPTION HEREsocials:https://www.instagram.com/twndpodcasthttps://www.twitter.com/twndpodcast🔔 SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube: https://bit.ly/TWNDsubscribe PATREON for ad-free, BTS, & more: https://bit.ly/TWNDpatreonMERCH: https://bit.ly/TWNDmerchMolly’s Linkshttps://www.instagram.com/thisredheadissfwhttps://www.tiktok.com/@leavemollyalone THANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORS Support the show you love so we can keep bringing you episodes!Peep Show Toys! Luxury feel, strong vibrations, & so much more: Use code TWND and my special link: https://bit.ly/PeepTWNDBrim Reapers, friends of the pod, have amazing hats for your cranium! Use our code TWND20 to save or use our link: https://bit.ly/TWND20BRExperience the community of Jerkmate. Sign up through our link to help the pod & yourself to an eyeful: bit.ly/jerkTWNDRelax & Recharge with GetSoul! Ships to USA! Use my code “TWND” for 30% off or use my link: https://bit.ly/GetSoulTWND Turn a bad habit into a good one with FUM! Use code TWND at https://bit.ly/FumTWNDBring pleasure right to your door. Check out our friends at Honey Play Box: https://bit.ly/HoneyPlayTWNDGeeky S*x Toys has everything to fulfill your fantasy from lightsabers to colorful tentacles! Use code TWND10 to save 10% at https://bit.ly/twnd10GEEKYMusic by: GANTASMO (@gantasmo) • Instagram photos and videos

This week, Molly sits down with Lorelai Leigh — performer, veteran, and creative powerhouse with a split tongue and an even sharper story. From surviving domestic violence and overcoming near-death experiences to reclaiming her body and voice through art and adult performance, Lorelai’s journey is raw, resilient, and downright inspiring.This episode is honest, hilarious, and heavy in all the right ways — blending sex-positive storytelling, trauma recovery, and unapologetic self-expression.🎙 Send in your stories, questions, or chaos!📧 Email: twndpodcast@gmail.com📞 Leave a voicemail: 702-900-6446 — I love hearing your voices!socials:https://www.instagram.com/twndpodcasthttps://www.twitter.com/twndpodcast🔔 SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube: https://bit.ly/TWNDsubscribe PATREON for ad-free, BTS, & more: https://bit.ly/TWNDpatreonMERCH: https://bit.ly/TWNDmerchMolly’s Linkshttps://www.instagram.com/thisredheadissfwhttps://www.tiktok.com/@leavemollyalone THANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORS Support the show you love so we can keep bringing you episodes!Peep Show Toys! Luxury feel, strong vibrations, & so much more: Use code TWND and my special link: https://bit.ly/PeepTWNDBrim Reapers, friends of the pod, have amazing hats for your cranium! Use our code TWND20 to save or use our link: https://bit.ly/TWND20BRExperience the community of Jerkmate. Sign up through our link to help the pod & yourself to an eyeful: bit.ly/jerkTWNDRelax & Recharge with GetSoul! Ships to USA! Use my code “TWND” for 30% off or use my link: https://bit.ly/GetSoulTWND Turn a bad habit into a good one with FUM! Use code TWND at https://bit.ly/FumTWNDBring pleasure right to your door. Check out our friends at Honey Play Box: https://bit.ly/HoneyPlayTWNDGeeky S*x Toys has everything to fulfill your fantasy from lightsabers to colorful tentacles! Use code TWND10 to save 10% at https://bit.ly/twnd10GEEKYMusic by: GANTASMO (@gantasmo) • Instagram photos and videos

🎙 Episode 207 of The Totally Wholesome (Not Dirty) Podcast is live! This week we dive into rollerblading injuries, quitting vaping, homeschooling confessions, and even the eternal debate: does p**** taste like scrambled eggs? (Yep, we went there).👉 Don’t forget to follow/subscribe, share the pod, and leave a rating or comment wherever you’re listening—it seriously helps the algorithm notice us.📩 Got a story or question? Email us at twndpodcast@gmail.com📞 Or drop a voicemail at 702-900-6446—you might hear yourself on the show!The Naturals Podcast@thenaturalspodsocials:https://www.instagram.com/twndpodcasthttps://www.twitter.com/twndpodcast🔔 SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube: https://bit.ly/TWNDsubscribe PATREON for ad-free, BTS, & more: https://bit.ly/TWNDpatreonMERCH: https://bit.ly/TWNDmerchMolly’s Linkshttps://www.instagram.com/thisredheadissfwhttps://www.tiktok.com/@leavemollyalone THANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORS Support the show you love so we can keep bringing you episodes!Peep Show Toys! Luxury feel, strong vibrations, & so much more: Use code TWND and my special link: https://bit.ly/PeepTWNDBrim Reapers, friends of the pod, have amazing hats for your cranium! Use our code TWND20 to save or use our link: https://bit.ly/TWND20BRExperience the community of Jerkmate. Sign up through our link to help the pod & yourself to an eyeful: bit.ly/jerkTWNDRelax & Recharge with GetSoul! Ships to USA! Use my code “TWND” for 30% off or use my link: https://bit.ly/GetSoulTWND Turn a bad habit into a good one with FUM! Use code TWND at https://bit.ly/FumTWNDBring pleasure right to your door. Check out our friends at Honey Play Box: https://bit.ly/HoneyPlayTWNDGeeky S*x Toys has everything to fulfill your fantasy from lightsabers to colorful tentacles! Use code TWND10 to save 10% at https://bit.ly/twnd10GEEKYMusic by: GANTASMO (@gantasmo) • Instagram photos and videos

From dirty dishes and mystery stains to a hot tub that’s way too close to a toilet, Molly Stewart and guest Alex Lynx spill the tea on the most horrifying shoot house experiences they’ve ever had. This unfiltered conversation dives into the chaos of content creation, the importance of quality in sex work, and why gatekeeping in the industry needs to die already.They also talk about travel adventures, balancing social batteries, and learning to protect your peace (while avoiding stepping on broken glass).Alix Lynx@thealixlynx🎙 New episodes every week — where sex work meets self work.📩 Email the show: twndpodcast@gmail.com📞 Leave a voicemail: 702-900-6446socials:https://www.instagram.com/twndpodcasthttps://www.twitter.com/twndpodcast🔔 SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube: https://bit.ly/TWNDsubscribe PATREON for ad-free, BTS, & more: https://bit.ly/TWNDpatreonMERCH: https://bit.ly/TWNDmerchMolly’s Linkshttps://www.instagram.com/thisredheadissfwhttps://www.tiktok.com/@leavemollyalone THANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORS Support the show you love so we can keep bringing you episodes!Peep Show Toys! Luxury feel, strong vibrations, & so much more: Use code TWND and my special link: https://bit.ly/PeepTWNDBrim Reapers, friends of the pod, have amazing hats for your cranium! Use our code TWND20 to save or use our link: https://bit.ly/TWND20BRExperience the community of Jerkmate. Sign up through our link to help the pod & yourself to an eyeful: bit.ly/jerkTWNDRelax & Recharge with GetSoul! Ships to USA! Use my code “TWND” for 30% off or use my link: https://bit.ly/GetSoulTWND Turn a bad habit into a good one with FUM! Use code TWND at https://bit.ly/FumTWNDBring pleasure right to your door. Check out our friends at Honey Play Box: https://bit.ly/HoneyPlayTWNDGeeky S*x Toys has everything to fulfill your fantasy from lightsabers to colorful tentacles! Use code TWND10 to save 10% at https://bit.ly/twnd10GEEKYMusic by: GANTASMO (@gantasmo) • Instagram photos and videos

Our brains are decomposing, but that never stopped a podcast episode! Gamer rage, the horrors of Disneyland, our recommended position of the week, and get ready because Beef With Bryan has returned. Leave us a voicemail at 702-900-6446, share your dirty secrets, stories, and questions/comments with us! Or email twndpodcast@gmail.com with an eye-catching subject line! Follow the podcast on our socials! https://www.instagram.com/twndpodcast https://www.twitter.com/twndpodcast JOIN US ON PATREON for ad-free, BTS, and more: https://bit.ly/TWNDpatreon Join our Members-Only YouTube: https://bit.ly/TWNDYT Molly’s Links https://www.instagram.com/thisredheadissfw https://www.tiktok.com/@leavemollyalone Laura’s Links https://www.instagram.com/whamglamartistry https://www.tiktok.com/@whamglamartistry - THANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORS - Support the show you love so we can keep bringing you episodes! Check out our amazing sponsors: Get hydrated & STAY hydrated with the amazing taste of LiquidIV! Get 15% off when you use code TWND or this link: https://bit.ly/TWNDLIV Quinky fantasy-wear? Yes, please! Treat yourself or your partner to something from https://www.misterpierre.com and use code TWND to save on your purchase! Surprise your partner (or spoil yourself) with something very geeky to use in the bedroom! Geeky S*x Toys has everything to fulfilly your fantasy from lightsabers (that feel like RIGHTsabers) to colorful tentacles! Use code TWND10 to save 10% at https://bit.ly/twnd10GEEKY Cute ring lights, just like we use for the podcast! Use our link and help support this podcast! Shop Kawaii Lighting for all your RGB ring light needs: http://bit.ly/KawaiiTWND TIME STAMPS02:25 - Period Panties09:00 - Grinding For 2$10:51- The Corgi Obsession37:40 – I Can Make Whatever 52:55 – Sex Position Produced by: David Warne Follow David on Instagram! https://www.instagram.com/warne.d

WE ARE BACK, BABY! Can't keep us off the platforms forever. The girls are back and we've got a TWND Podcast EXCLUSIVE you're not going to want to miss. Body condoms, cowboys, advice for Allison, panic attacks, and how to be less boring. All this and more! Thank you for coming this week. Leave us a voicemail at 702-900-6446, share your dirty secrets, stories, and questions/comments with us! Or email twndpodcast@gmail.com with an eye-catching subject line! Follow the podcast on our socials! https://www.instagram.com/twndpodcast https://www.twitter.com/twndpodcast JOIN US ON PATREON for ad-free, BTS, and more: https://bit.ly/TWNDpatreon Join our Members-Only YouTube: https://bit.ly/TWNDYT Molly’s Links https://www.instagram.com/thisredheadissfw https://www.tiktok.com/@leavemollyalone Laura’s Links https://www.instagram.com/whamglamartistry https://www.tiktok.com/@whamglamartistry - THANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORS - Support the show you love so we can keep bringing you episodes! Check out our amazing sponsors: Get hydrated & STAY hydrated with the amazing taste of LiquidIV! Get 15% off when you use code TWND or this link: https://bit.ly/TWNDLIV Quinky fantasy-wear? Yes, please! Treat yourself or your partner to something from https://www.misterpierre.com and use code TWND to save on your purchase! Surprise your partner (or spoil yourself) with something very geeky to use in the bedroom! Geeky S*x Toys has everything to fulfilly your fantasy from lightsabers (that feel like RIGHTsabers) to colorful tentacles! Use code TWND10 to save 10% at https://bit.ly/twnd10GEEKY Cute ring lights, just like we use for the podcast! Use our link and help support this podcast! Shop Kawaii Lighting for all your RGB ring light needs: http://bit.ly/KawaiiTWND Produced by: David Warne Follow David on Instagram! https://www.instagram.com/warne.d