
Deconstructing Yourself
by Michael W. Taft
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Awakening and Flow States, with Loch Kelly
Sep 15, 2026
1h 13m 12s
A Conversation with Delson Armstrong
Aug 24, 2026
44m 08s
Meditation, False Insights, and Artificial Wisdom with Ruben Laukkonen
Aug 2, 2026
50m 43s
The Mystery of Consciousness with Michael Pollan
Jul 16, 2026
1h 01m 30s
A Conversation with Joe Hudson
Jun 20, 2026
59m 08s
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| Date | Episode | Topics | Guests | Brands | Places | Keywords | Sponsor | Length | |
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| 9/15/26 | Awakening and Flow States, with Loch Kelly | In this episode, host Michael Taft speaks with meditation teacher Loch Kelly about what comes after the first glimpse. They distinguish "waking up"—recognizing openness, stillness, the absence of a separate self—from "waking with," in which appearances are seen as inseparable from awake awareness, or what is called "one taste." The conversation covers flow states as a natural portal to awake awareness in action, why direct pointing is safer than deconstructive mindfulness retreats that leave people flooded, the traditional reasons awareness gets missed (too close, too simple, too good to be true), the difference between awakening and liberation, and how Internal Family Systems pairs surprisingly well with pointing-out instructions. Loch also leads a guided practice, the Problem-Solver Glimpse.Loch Kelly is an author, licensed psychotherapist, and recognized leader in the field of meditation and awakening. He is the founder of the nonprofit Effortless Mindfulness Institute and has worked in community mental health, established homeless shelters and counseled family members of 9/11 victims.Loch graduated from Columbia University and received a fellowship to study in Sri Lanka, India and Nepal. Loch has collaborated with neuroscientists at Yale, UPenn and NYU in the study of how awareness training can enhance compassion and wellbeing. His teachings are informed by Buddhist nondual meditation, psychology, and neuroscience.Loch Kelly’s websiteYou can support the creation of future episodes of this podcast by contributing through Patreon.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info. | 1h 13m 12s | ||||||
| 8/24/26 | spiritualitymeditation+4 | Delson Armstrong | Tranquil Wisdom Insight MeditationŚrī Vidyā+2 | — | spiritual egoprimal awareness+5 | — | 44m 08s | ||
| 8/2/26 | meditationneuroscience+4 | Ruben Laukkonen | University of OxfordDepartment of Psychiatry+2 | — | meditationneuroscience+6 | — | 50m 43s | ||
| 7/16/26 | consciousnesspsychedelics+4 | Michael Pollan | UC BerkeleyHarvard+7 | — | consciousnessMichael Pollan+6 | — | 1h 01m 30s | ||
| 6/20/26 | awakeningliberation+4 | Joe Hudson | OpenAIAlphabet+2 | — | awakeningliberation+5 | — | 59m 08s | ||
| 4/28/26 | meditationawakening+5 | Wystan | BuddhistTheravada+3 | — | awakeningmeditation+7 | — | 35m 22s | ||
| 2/7/26 | deconstructing sensory experiencenondual Vajrayana methods+4 | Pranab Sachithanandan | Attention CopilotJhourney+1 | — | meditationqualia training+1 | — | 33m 36s | ||
| 1/29/26 | brahmaviharasInnate Goodness practice+12 | Stephen Mugen Snyder | Trust in AwakeningDemystifying Awakening+3 | California | BuddhismZen+4 | — | 45m 40s | ||
| 12/2/25 | KundaliniTantric roots+15 | Sravana Borkataky-VarmaAnya Foxen | the University of HoustonHarvard Divinity School+10 | San Luis ObispoCalifornia | Hindu traditionsesoteric rituals+6 | — | 50m 47s | ||
| 9/21/25 | nondualityego+7 | Jake Orthwein | Waking Up appUnraveling the Dream+3 | BrooklynNY+1 | ego dissolutionhealthy ego+2 | — | 1h 02m 16s | ||
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| 8/29/25 | deity yogameditation+4 | Peter McEwen | The FieldVajrayana Buddhism+1 | — | meditation coachstability+3 | — | 55m 01s | ||
| 8/1/25 | Dark RetreatTibetan Buddhism+6 | Andrew Holecek | the Institute for Advanced Consciousness Studiesthe Cognitive Neuroscience Program+3 | — | darkness practicesintegration post darkness+4 | — | 1h 12m 32s | ||
| 6/19/25 | Ramana Maharshinonduality+4 | David Godman | Be As You ArePatreon+1 | TiruvannamalaiIndia+1 | sannyasaLakshmana Swami+2 | — | 1h 39m 17s | ||
| 5/11/25 | Dark RetreatTibetan Buddhism+3 | Andrew Holecek | Dark Retreatthe Institute for Advanced Consciousness Studies+4 | California | transformationmind+5 | — | 1h 24m 04s | ||
| 4/18/25 | psychologymeditation+2 | Dr Tucker Peck | Sanity and SainthoodOpen Dharma Foundation+4 | US | mental processmental content+2 | — | 44m 59s | ||
| 2/12/25 | awakeningcessation+8 | Stephen Snyder | Trust in AwakeningDemystifying Awakening+3 | — | Pa Auk jhanasTheravada+3 | — | 49m 42s | ||
| 1/15/25 | Aghora, Deities, and Devotion with Dr. Robert Svoboda | Host Michael Taft continues a lively discussion with author and ayurvedic physician Dr. Robert Svoboda about the Aghora method of transmutation, alignment with nature, deity yoga, deities as a co-creation of humans and a cosmic force, the path of knowledge vs. the path of devotion, enjoying the flavor of reality, and the foundational importance of devotion. Dr. Robert Svoboda is an American author and ayurvedic doctor who gives lectures and courses around the world, related to the subjects of ayurveda, jyotish, tantra, and Eastern religion. Svoboda is the first Westerner to graduate from a college of ayurveda and be licensed to practice ayurveda in India. He is author of eleven books, including Prakriti: Your Ayurvedic Constitution (1989), and the Aghora trilogy about his guru, Vimalananda, and the Aghori sect.Dr. Svoboda’s websiteYou can support the creation of future episodes of this podcast by contributing through Patreon.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info. | 1h 03m 00s | ||||||
| 12/12/24 | Invocation and Shadow with Charlie Awbery | Host Michael Taft talks with Vajrayana teacher and author Charlie Awbery about the meaning of their practice name Rin'dzin Pamo, Tantra, curiosity, new developments in the Evolving Ground community, the role of play and spontaneity in Vajrayana, a special invocation written by them and David Chapman, when the teacher/student relationship breaks down, transformation, and how to liberate the shadow.Rin'dzin Pamo, also known as Charlie Awbery, author of Opening Awareness; a Guide to Finding Vividness in Spacious Clarity, is a meditation and leadership coach. They are also the co-founder of Evolving Ground a community of contemporary Vajrayana practice. Rin'dzin practiced and studied Vajrayana for thirty years alongside working in international development and human rights. They write at vajrayananow.comSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info. | 45m 20s | ||||||
| 11/11/24 | Tantra, Aghora, and Death, with Dr. Robert Svoboda | Host Michael Taft talks with author and ayurvedic physician Dr. Robert Svoboda about the cemetary practices of the radical nondual Aghora sect, the story of his mentor Vimalananda’s initiation into Aghora and meeting with the goddess Smashan Tara, the path of bhakti vs. the path of jnana, working with the close karmic connections called rnanubandanas, and the importance of continuous remembrance of death.Dr. Robert Svoboda is an American author and ayurvedic doctor who gives lectures and courses around the world, related to the subjects of ayurveda, jyotish, tantra, and Eastern religion. Svoboda is the first Westerner to graduate from a college of ayurveda and be licensed to practice ayurveda in India. He is author of eleven books, including Prakriti: Your Ayurvedic Constitution (1989), and the Aghora trilogy about his guru, Vimalananda, and the Aghori sect.Dr. Svoboda’s websiteYou can support the creation of future episodes of this podcast by contributing through Patreon.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info. | 58m 51s | ||||||
| 10/7/24 | Meditation and Memory with Anthony Metivier | Host Michael Taft talks with author and memory expert Anthony Metivier about using memory techniques to enhance meditation, memorizing and reciting scriptures in dead languages as a spiritual practice, using the ancient Memory Palace technique in combination with intense imagery, recall rehearsal, Giordano Bruno, Aristotle, learning foreign languages, nonduality, the Ribhu Gita, and more.Anthony Metivier is the founder of the Magnetic Memory Method, a modern systematic approach to memorizing foreign language vocabulary, names, music, poetry, and more. Dr. Metivier holds a Ph.D. in Humanities from York University and is widely known for his books, talks, and courses on memory improvement. He is the author of The Victorious Mind: How To Master Memory, Meditation and Mental Well-Being. Anthony Metivier's websiteYou can support the creation of future episodes of this podcast by contributing through Patreon.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info. | 1h 10m 45s | ||||||
| 7/24/24 | Practicing the Diamond Sutra with Ken McLeod | Host Michael Taft speaks with eminent Buddhist teacher, translator, and author Ken McLeod about how to use the Diamond Sutra as a practice text. What is the sutra really getting at? Is it merely an ancient and enigmatic philosophical puzzle or can we use it as a powerful pointing out instruction?Ken McLeod began his study and practice of Buddhism in 1970 under the eminent Tibetan master Kalu Rinpoche. After completing two three-year retreats, he was appointed as resident teacher for Kalu Rinpoche’s center in Los Angeles, California, where he developed innovative approaches to teaching and translation. After his teacher’s death in 1989, Ken established Unfettered Mind, a place for those whose path lies outside established institutions. His many published works include Wake Up to Your Life, A Trackless Path, and his latest book, entitled The Magic of Vajrayana. Ken's website: Unfettered MindYou can support the creation of future episodes of this podcast by contributing through Patreon.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info. | 46m 51s | ||||||
| 7/9/24 | Original Love with Henry Shukman | Host Michael Taft talks with meditation teacher and author Henry Shukman about love, original love vs. original sin, wellbeing intense enough to be called “blessedness,” seeing your original face outside of time, the four zones of love, experience as inseparable boundless space, experiencing love as the purpose of our lives, and much more. Henry Shukman is founder of the Original Love meditation program, spiritual director emeritus at Mountain Cloud Zen Center in Santa Fe, NM, and the author of several award-winning books of poetry and fiction. His newest book Original Love: the Four Inns on the Path of Awakening (HarperOne) is released in July 2024. Henry has taught at Google, Harvard Business School, the Institute of American Indian Arts and Oxford Brookes University. His poetry has been featured in the New Yorker, Sunday Times, and Guardian, and his essays in the New York Times and Outside. He has an M.A. from Cambridge and an MLitt from St Andrews. Henry is co-founder of The Way, a meditation app that offers a unique zero-choice path of deep meditation training.You can support the creation of future episodes of this podcast by contributing through Patreon.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info. | 56m 37s | ||||||
| 6/25/24 | Practicing Tummo with Peter McEwen | Host Michael Taft speaks with meditation coach Peter McEwen about the traditional Tibetan Buddhist practice of tummo, deity yoga, the subtle body, ways that tummo practice can go wrong, bliss and semen retention, existential terror and staying with disturbing experience, and much more.Peter McEwen is a meditation coach and the founder of The Field, which offers training, community, and the demystification of basic contemplative practices. Peter McEwen has been an ordained Vajrayana yogi since 1993 under the tutelage of Dzongsar Khyentse Rinpoche, Lama Pema Dorje Rinpoche, and Bruce Tift. He has completed the traditional 3-year retreat curriculum of Vajrayana Buddhism.Awakening Embodied Awareness Peter's new course pageYou can support the creation of future episodes of this podcast by contributing through Patreon.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info. | 53m 57s | ||||||
| 5/1/24 | Jhanas, Technology, and Tradition with Stephen Zerfas | Host Michael Taft speaks with entrepreneur and meditator Stephen Zerfas on using technology to potentially enhance the learning of the jhanas, Zerfas’ background in meditation and jhana practice, and the vision of scaling adoption of the jhanas on a global scale. Stephen Zerfas a cofounder of Jhourney, a startup that is currently creatings meditation retreats using novel methods to teach novices to reach jhana. Stephen stumbled into the first three jhanas on his own, and has dedicated his career to scaling them after learning of their rich history. He's trained with several jhana teachers, including Leigh Brasington and Delson Armstrong.jhourney.ioYou can support the creation of future episodes of this podcast by contributing through Patreon.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info. | 41m 54s | ||||||
| 3/6/24 | Embodying the 21 Taras with Chandra Easton. | Host Michael Taft speaks with meditation teacher Chandra Easton about her new book Embodying Tara: 21 Manifestations to Awaken Your Innate Wisdom, the background of Green Tara, why there are 21 different manifestations, the inspirations for the book. Chandra's lifelong relationship with Green Tara, and we take an especially deep dive into manifestation number thirteen, the so-callled "Demolition Tara."Dorje Lopön Chandra Easton has taught meditation and yoga since 2001. She has had the good fortune to study with many Tibetan and Western Buddhist teachers such as H.H. Dalai Lama, H.H. Karmapa, Lama Tsultrim Allione, B. Alan Wallace, and Jennifer Welwood. She is currently the Assistant Spiritual Director & Head Teacher at the Tara Mandala Retreat Center. Chandra has published several books, including her new book Embodying Tara: 21 Manifestations to Awaken Your Innate Wisdom. http://www.chandraeaston.com/You can support the creation of future episodes of this podcast by contributing through Patreon.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info. | 52m 08s | ||||||
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Peaked at #91 in New Zealand, currently #91 in New Zealand.
| Market | Genre | Peak | Current | Trend |
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| New Zealand | — | #91 | #91 | — |
| Finland | — | #136 | #136 | — |
| United Kingdom | — | #165 | #165 | — |
| Denmark | — | #173 | #173 | — |
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4 placements across 4 markets.